MySweetNightmare

I broke my laptop D: (something about water damage)
          	I havn't forgotten about Whisper of Voltage, I just unfortunately, I wont be able to update until it's fixed because it has all the info on it.
          	Hopefully I can get it fixed by next week some time, if not....I'm practically stuffed. School holidays are starting soon and that will mean an extra two weeks without my laptop if I don't get it the next three weeks. Make sense? 
          	Now I have nothing to do with my life because sadly, my laptop is my life. What do I do now?

LilacsFalling

Just finished Lucid Blood, and can I saw wow? The imagery and storytelling was phenomenal! Been awhile since I read a story like that on here!! You have talent! Hope you get past your mental blocks. We have all been there. You're fantastic! I don't comment often, (im a silent reader and I need to work on that) but I felt the need to let you know how great a ride your book was. Definitely will be checking out your other works. Much love author!! Much love. Take as much time as you need to get back to a good space while writing. I will make sure and comment more as Im reading in the future because you deserve the feedback and getting too drawn up in the story to tell you how i feel about it isnt a good excuse haha. You're lovely and I hope you are feeling better.

idi0ticB_ches

Hi Natalie ....I read some comments below and read what u wrote .....and even tough I feel sad that I won't be able to read Ur books further ....can I just say that maybe I understand where u come from ?people never realize that even there smallest actions can hurt us beyond repair .I really hate self doubt too ,but it's something I can never get rid off
          
          Anyways ...I'll pray to God that one u are able to write again because honestly u are one of the best authors I have read on wattpad .despite  a complicated story line u managed lucid blood really well .stay safe ...we all care for u ❤️

MySweetNightmare

@idi0ticB_ches 
            Thank you for your kind comments, i really appreciate it <3 It's been a few years now, and for the past few months, i've better about writing. I've done a few test chapters and i think i'm almost ready to get back into writting. Now it's just my time and deciding what story to write next XD hopefully i can get a new story up by the end of the year :D than you for the support <3 it means a lot
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LivingMusic9

@MySweetNightmare
          Hello! I recently discovered you & your books & have fallen in love with your writing! Lucid Blood I found yesterday & also finished yesterday! You have fantastic writing skills (some editing is needed, but that's not the point) lol you have such an awesome imagination & I hope you continue with some of the stories that I've delved into that was last updated late last year! Hope for more! =)

MySweetNightmare

@LivingMusic9 
            I was intending to publish it, but i realized it needed a lot of rework and i had not motivation (also, i was so wrapped up in writing Repeal, then Voltage) and i ended up forgetting all about it.
            Right now, i think if i was to get anything published, it would be Voltage, simply because it has a better story line, tighter characters and needs less plot work. I consider it nearly publish worth (besides a bit or rewriting, editing and polishing) however, it's not finished because of this whole writing mess. :( It sucks, i'm sorry.
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LivingMusic9

@MySweetNightmare
            I am so sorry to hear that but I also understand and respect where you're coming from. I am glad to hear you're taking care of yourself! I am curious though, Lucid Blood said you were getting it published? If it has been I'd love to purchase it to add to my collection =) If not, I shall just have to come back & re-read =) Best of luck & wishes to you!
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MySweetNightmare

@LivingMusic9 
            Aw, thanks, thats really sweet :)
            
            Unfortunately i can't write anymore (to my utter disappointment). Writing has been messing me up mentally for the past few month. After just a few paragraphs i'll have to stop because of crushing self doubt. If it only stopped there, i could probably write a few paragraphs every day, but it doesn't.
            For a week or so after those few paragraphs i'll be dealing with borderline depression (borderline, because it only lasts a week). For a few months i just kept writing regardless, and i started hating writing, because it made me feel really bad. 
            Anyway, i havn't had such down moods since i stopped. I know it's the writing because i've tried picking up again, but.....well, it didn't go well. 
            So i'm sorry to tell you i wont be able to update. I really wish i could write, i mean it. I think about it at least 5 times every day, but i don't want to deal with the emotion pain it brings. It's not worth it.
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bekkirox3xoxo

Happens my love.
          I start to write dark themed books,but that only comes out good when I'm in throes of some emotion mostly depression. 
          Recently deadlines are piling up but all I seem to do us compare and feel hopeless
          But then i look at my dad the person I'm doing it all for and I get my inspiration back :)

bekkirox3xoxo

@bekkirox3xoxo I know I understand. My dad he wont read even if somebody pulled a gun on him god forbid. 
            My mom, she doesnt appreciate my attempts at writing romances either..
            The weird thing Im suppossed to be studying. BUT i just cantt..
            P.s text me privately, we wont want our heart and soul exposed here. 
            real worldly ppl wants you to keep it all hidden and sometimes its reallyyy hard to keep this stuff in. I dont mind at all dw!
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MySweetNightmare

@bekkirox3xoxo Thanks :D I'll try to keep that in mind, but it's still hard, you know. I guess i don't have much to draw inspiration from (i mean, reading is great and makes me want to write for a second....and than i remember there are stories i can actually read and it doesn't take 100 hours to do it, compared to writing a novel).
            None of my family really read my writing, and i don't want them to because they pick it apart (and not in a helpful way). Mum says i won't be able to make a carreer from it, and dad... he gets headaches from reading too much. 
            I have a friend who used to write and read, but she doesn't like the genre's i write in, i have to read it to her, or she doesn't read it. Which is really disheartening.
             It's hard that i havn't had a touch of inspiration for....easy a year now. I just don't want to write. Which is odd because i do....but the thought of it makes me want to cry.
            
            Sorry, i didn't mean to just expose my heart, soul and deepest parts of my brain to you XD My bad.
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MySweetNightmare

I broke my laptop D: (something about water damage)
          I havn't forgotten about Whisper of Voltage, I just unfortunately, I wont be able to update until it's fixed because it has all the info on it.
          Hopefully I can get it fixed by next week some time, if not....I'm practically stuffed. School holidays are starting soon and that will mean an extra two weeks without my laptop if I don't get it the next three weeks. Make sense? 
          Now I have nothing to do with my life because sadly, my laptop is my life. What do I do now?