MyUnusedBrain>>ppl

          
          I don’t know what I’m waiting for⊙o⊙
          Some kind of spark? A reason?(・へ・
          Or maybe I’m just stuck in pause,⊙.☉
          while life fast-forwards without me.
          
          I sleep like it’s a chore.
          Wake up like it’s punishment‘ ᵔ ‘ .
          Eat because I should. Breathe because I must.(ᗒᗩᗕ)
          Not because I want to.Ó╭╮Ò 
          
          It’s not sadness, not exactly.(＞﹏＜)
          It’s like… gray.X﹏X
          Like I opened a book and every page said: “Try again tomorrow.”
          But I’ve stopped checking for a new chapter.
          
          People say “it gets better,”
          but no one tells you what to do when it doesn’t.(・へ・) uhh wtvr
          
          I’m not asking for help.
          Not because I don’t want it,
          just because I wouldn’t even know what to say.lawl
          
          So I scroll, I stare, I exist.
          And that’s the whole story.
          Not broken enough for screams.
          Not whole enough for hope.
          Just… me. In the middle of nothing≖‿≖
          
          ffs;)) last one＠_＠;)

I don’t know why I’m writing this. Maybe to hear myself speak, even if it’s here @_@
          I’m so tired. Not the kind that sleep fixes — the kind that sinks into your bones and makes everything feel heavy. Even breathing feels like a task I didn’t sign up for T-T 
          
          I don’t know what I’m doing anymore.
          I wake up, I exist, I sleep.
          Not because I want to, but because I have to.
          And maybe one day I won’t,obvio (。・・)ノ
          
          The silence after realising I failed! 
          Not in a dramatic, tear-streaked way.
          Just… quietly. Completely,sigh! 
          
          It’s quiet now.
          Not peaceful, just empty.
          The kind of silence that settles in after something breaks and no one bothers to fix it.not even myself (・へ・)
          

One day I’ll rest, not out of peace,
          But from the war I chose to cease.
          They gave me dreams I couldn’t hold
          I dropped them all, and watched them fold.
          
          I wasn’t strong, not like they thought,
          Their love, their trust—I left to rot.
          They built me up with hope and pride,
          But I just failed, and then I lied.
          
          I wore my fear, I played the part,
          But guilt still gnaws inside my heart.
          Not crushed by them, but crushed by m
          The weakest link I swore I’d never be.
          
          
          I see their faces, full of trust,
          Now buried deep beneath my dust.
          They asked for stars, I gave them night,
          They hoped for more, I lost the fight!
          
          
          

They see a light, I feel the dark,
          They want a flame, I’ve lost my spark.
          I smile so they don’t see me break,
          But every breath feels hard to take.
          
          I’m not their hero, not that tall,
          Just someone scared of it all.
          And if I fall, I hope they see,
          The weight they placed was crushing me.
          
          I’m breaking down, but no one sees,
          I’m drowning in who they want me to be.
          Carrying hopes that aren’t my own,
          I’ve never felt more alone.
          
          One day I’ll rest, let the silence speak,
          And maybe then, they’ll see I’m weak,
          Not in shame, just in truth,
          Crushed beneath a stolen youth.
          
          
          Not proud, not brave, just full of ache,
          For every promise I couldn’t make.
          Crushed not just by what they asked,
          But by the weight I couldn’t grasp.
          
          
          

Hey yo , lost Braincell guess what !?!

Hello Dear  
          Hope so you are doing well  
          Dear first of all sorry for bothering you but please can you check my story on my account "Our Hyungie [BTS]". It's a bts brotherhood story I hope you will like it please dear I shall be very thankful to you. Give it a try, hope so you will mot regret ❤️

Hey my another braincell , so I kinda lost that book in my reading history that you recommended earlier on top of that I forgot it's name . Can you tell me it's again ?

@MyUnusedBrain__ Thank you so much! Can't wait to hear your views throughout the chapters! :)

Hi, there! Hoping not to bother you, yet I felt like dropping a quick request to you. 
          I'm currently working on a book titled, "Cherishing The Nonpareil Existence", as Fanfiction about BTS.
          If you could spare your moment to check it out, I'd be highly appreciative and if you chose not to, that'd be acceptable too. I merely had a thought in mind. 
          
          Thank you for your attention to this! Have a pleasant day! :)
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/368577741?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=JazminBilalHashmi

Hi there,
          
          I wanted to let you know that I’ve changed my username from @SanjeevaniSingh5 to @V_xyxi_V. I’m still the same person, just with a new name! ✨
          
          Looking forward to sharing more stories and adventures with you.
          
          Best, V_xyxi_V