You know those days when you wake up look in the mirror and smile for a change well this happened to my I was so happy and then my family had to ruin my life again. Today my cousin went in my room when I clearly stated that I WANTED ALONE TIME then she jumped on my bed. I was so over it so I picked her up and dropped her down on I pile of clothes. Then she ran down stairs and started "CRYING" telling my aunt I pushed her. Now I'm in BIG trouble. After that my aunt went upstairs into my room with a belt hitting me for "PUSHING" her and making her "CRY". Now I'm not allowed to speak because I yelled that I wanted to jump out the window and die. I always get blamed for things I don't do. I'm so done with life and I really just can't live any longer in Ohio. I can't even breathe. I hate my life. I can't stop crying and everyone knows that I'm mentally crazy just because I said that I wanted freedom of speech and I should get it because I live in America. Right now I think nothing can help me feel better.
I'm sorry for disappointing people that I hardly know. I don't know how I get blamed for things I didn't even know about. I'm sorry for failing everyone I know and don't know. I just can't handle everyone's problems. In fact I am everyone's problem. I'm sorry guys my feelings have been stored away for too long.