MyrianCarydark

This has been on my mind for several months, but I think it's time I delete my profile. I don't see Crossed getting finished any time soon, nor do I see myself writing that much in the future. My declining mental health has taken its toll, and it's honestly difficult to even write in my journal. I look at the work here, and unfortunately the only thing on my mind is pure self-criticism.  
          	
          	Because I'm not completely ignorant of the fact that some people enjoy my work, I will leave my stories up for another few days. Currently, they are also available on AO3, and the plan is to orphan them. This will ensure that the works will continue to be available, but I will no longer be affiliated with them. 
          	
          	I appreciate everyone's love and support towards me for these past several years. Thank you for following me, thank you for reading, and thank you for allowing me to write for such a long time. I truly appreciate all of you. 
          	
          	I will be leaving on:
          	DECEMBER 1st, 2023

Ishu_OwO

@Niko_247 yes yes I agree with them ,@MyrianCarydark  we will always support you and care for your well-being as we have built a bond over your well written stories and as you express yourself through them , we hope for your steady recovery and thank you for everything(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡
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Niko_247

@MyrianCarydark Not just as a writer, I'm sure we also support you as a person, hence us encouraging your decision. 
          	  
          	  I will always wonder of your wellbeing when I reread your stories, and keep hoping for your good progress. WHEN the one day comes where you have recovered, no matter how long it takes, I hope I get to know so I can be even more glad for you. 
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nyxhartwell

@MyrianCarydark I loved and read almost all your works, your style, the words- I honestly fell in love with the stories you make and I'd read it from time to time, thank you so much for making them- they were all amazing and each one I had my favorite moments here and there, I wish for the best for you and that you'd get better mentally cause I can also relate, I shall cherish your works like a sacred archive and I strive to someday also write like you! I've always been inspired by other fellow writers on various platforms and you are one of my favorites, again thank you- and take care on your journey to recovery ^-^
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MyrianCarydark

This has been on my mind for several months, but I think it's time I delete my profile. I don't see Crossed getting finished any time soon, nor do I see myself writing that much in the future. My declining mental health has taken its toll, and it's honestly difficult to even write in my journal. I look at the work here, and unfortunately the only thing on my mind is pure self-criticism.  
          
          Because I'm not completely ignorant of the fact that some people enjoy my work, I will leave my stories up for another few days. Currently, they are also available on AO3, and the plan is to orphan them. This will ensure that the works will continue to be available, but I will no longer be affiliated with them. 
          
          I appreciate everyone's love and support towards me for these past several years. Thank you for following me, thank you for reading, and thank you for allowing me to write for such a long time. I truly appreciate all of you. 
          
          I will be leaving on:
          DECEMBER 1st, 2023

Ishu_OwO

@Niko_247 yes yes I agree with them ,@MyrianCarydark  we will always support you and care for your well-being as we have built a bond over your well written stories and as you express yourself through them , we hope for your steady recovery and thank you for everything(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡
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Niko_247

@MyrianCarydark Not just as a writer, I'm sure we also support you as a person, hence us encouraging your decision. 
            
            I will always wonder of your wellbeing when I reread your stories, and keep hoping for your good progress. WHEN the one day comes where you have recovered, no matter how long it takes, I hope I get to know so I can be even more glad for you. 
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nyxhartwell

@MyrianCarydark I loved and read almost all your works, your style, the words- I honestly fell in love with the stories you make and I'd read it from time to time, thank you so much for making them- they were all amazing and each one I had my favorite moments here and there, I wish for the best for you and that you'd get better mentally cause I can also relate, I shall cherish your works like a sacred archive and I strive to someday also write like you! I've always been inspired by other fellow writers on various platforms and you are one of my favorites, again thank you- and take care on your journey to recovery ^-^
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weknowyourdreams

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name; Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

_Not_an_author_

Hey Author-Chan I have a question. 
          
          I’m starting to write an outline for a Sebastian x reader (I usually like to finish the whole thing before posting) and have ran into a slight problem. The book itself looks fantastic so far but when I look at the cover I made it seems a bit…blank. Like it’s just a run of the mill mass produced bad fanfic. Do you have any tips on making a cover for an angsty fic?

_Not_an_author_

Ok thank you!
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MyrianCarydark

@_Not_an_author_ 
            Well, I hope you won't mind if I get wordy here, but there's a couple of things I've learned about cover design. First off, if it's angsty, think about that theme as a style. What kind of impression do you want to convey from the fonts or the colors? For example, if your MC is unstable, you might use a more sloppy font. Are there any image overlays you want to use, like shattered glass or dots, or a face? Is there a quote from the fanfiction or something describing the fanfiction that you want to fill space with? 
            Be careful with putting together your elements; usually, I find it best to find an image I want to use for the cover and work from there. And, when in doubt, look at covers that graphics shops design and say "hey, I like this; maybe I can do this technique to get this result". 
            With that said, I highly recommend a program/software that allows you to see image layers so that you can easily toggle elements you've added on or off, since figuring out how to do some of these things is very much an experimental process.  
            I hope this is helpful to you ^^
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MyrianCarydark

[IMPORTANT PSA] 
          I made a mistake while advertising Chaos Intrigue; the spoilers are for LESSON 16, not lesson 20. I just went hunting for dialogue in the main story, only to discover that I had overshot the spoiler I intended to warn about by several chapters. I made an ASSumption since I finished the main story back in February and didn't think to double-check myself when I started writing the crossover.  
          
          My sincerest apologies for the inconvenience to those of you who have been working hard to complete Lesson 20 at my behest. The information will be updated elsewhere asap!

Ishu_OwO

Hello ones again dear author as it is currently 3:38 am and I just finished one of your masterpiece ; Akai Tsuki| Red Moon 
          
          Honestly this whole book was a emotional rollercoaster that can't be described.All the crazy twists and plots were so interesting to read. I read this book as the description said 'she is obsessed ' and guess who else is obsessed with that demon , me.  So naturally I decided to read it , love the whole storyline how much we irritated Sebastian and tried to kill ourselves and don't even get me started by one of the many jokes of us being naked most of the time especially, the unkept bush part got me rolling. Well I certainly did write a small note or review type-ish thing  in my notepad to remember this book by and that to definitely read it again in the future. Also this might be a bit 'Andy' like (like the character from this book if you remember) behaviour of me but , can we be like friends cuz I really love your work too much and obviously the great author too. :3 
          
          Stay safe , take care and love ya author<33

Ishu_OwO

@Ishu_OwO Shin and Carla definitely need more screen time, I like Kou as well his 2 sided personality- 
            
            VK  is so good but in a twisted way tho I don't have the power in me to rewatch it-
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MyrianCarydark

Lol thank you - Ayato is adorable, and like you, the only brother I don't really enjoy is Kanato. I've also developed a fascination with Shin and Carla, but unfortunately, the most characterization I have of them is from the DL fandom wiki. And no problem; I'll check. 
            Have I watched Vampire Knight? Yes. That anime had some interesting twists and turns.
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Ishu_OwO

@MyrianCarydark It does suit you just like the queen you are your highness. Plus I see you cooking up that book in the future haha. Shu Is definitely a fine wine. Well as you see dl was my first anime the first male character I laid my eyes upon was *drum roll* Ayato. He was my very first anime crush nowdays tho I like all of them lol the mukami's too tho there is one character that I just can't handle. Kanato he's personality kinda creeps me out.... You know also would you mind checking the message sections in my account like the place where were talking right now but on my account I have something for you and some other people there. Also does the queen watch Vampire knight. That anime is so good but in a f-ed way.
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MyrianCarydark

COMING SOON! 
          [July 1st]
          
          Chaos Intrigue - Obey Me! x Black Butler crossover 
          Sebastian x Reader; Lucifer x Reader; Satan x Reader (others hinted)
          
          Tagline: In order to save herself from darkness, Arya Ovissi*, a recovering addict with tenuous ties to family, must survive in a treacherous Devildom full of secrets and unsteady relationships. 
          
          Advisories:
          Will be rated "Mature"
          If you play Obey Me!, finish Lesson 20 (the main story) to avoid potential spoilers
          
          
          
          *Arya Ovissi is a name derived from the Latin name for the domesticated sheep, "Ovis aries". There are numerous reasons why I am not using reader-inserts such as "F/N" and [First name], and one of the biggest is because it detracts from the story. I will be trying not to include many specifics about Arya's appearance so that if you choose to, you can still put yourself into the story if you are one of the few who don't just skim over the word "F/N".

PxrpleMiite1

@MyrianCarydark Awesome! Can’t wait to check it out :D
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Canary581

@MyrianCarydark oooo alrighty! I'll go ahead speed through to chapter 20..I'm on chapter 17 now
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