Mysterious_writings

Yeah, relapse is a thing (me in November and me today) but its okay! Im finally finding love, im finally realizing that even though i was broken, and used... It is a good transition. Ill start writing soon. And ill start becoming happy again

So this is personal information but i feel like its my documentary. I relapsed tonight in the first time in around 400 days, its hard to say that... But eventually I'll be okay... Everything in due time passes...

Lol my new poetic bio thing is 666 characters. Anyways, I've realized I sound super depressing when I come on here. Not to be a whiny person, but i do come on wattpad to rant just because no one is really on here anymore. Also i'm not really on without a strong mentality. I have a habit of tearing myself apart when longing for the past. But fuck being all whiny about sadness. 
          
          lets have tea with satan and kill some characters

So i have an almost update for kane, summer has been new. job. sadness and anxiety. motivation for everything and no will to do any of it. Wattpad is hard to look at and not think of what i used t o have, but now i should think of what i have now. Wish me luck, youll have a reply soon

This has quickly become an ironic thing where I rant because I can, because no followers are here to complain. I realize I used to have two, a friend and a friend of that friend. A friend and i had an issue and theyre gone. At school the issue carries over and pisses me off ironically, though a simple eye roll to a person behind them and I get shit said behind my back. Well a rant account is better then crying over bullshit. So... Rant

Feeling down, well depressed. So if i were to try and write they would more then likely take a brutal turn. I apologize my updates suck. Reminiscing on past things and how my roleplay and writing life has dwindled to be only personal makes it a bit worse. I sweat I'll try to get better at these things, im just stressed

So, I heard a passing reference in a video (Good Mythical Morning lol) to the "Flying Dutchman". A ghostly or phantom like ship, if the crew were contacted they would try and send messages to those "long dead" or to land. In my opinion this seems like a good plot (which I in paranoia wont post about in exact detail) to write about. If anyone reads these perhaps message me with some feed back.

Hey guys, long time no see. I got a early Christmas gift and I'm so happy... A laptop. That means it supports Wattpad and words fast, and I can totally type and update and oh my god I'm so happy. Anyways, updates to come soon

Sorry about the lack of updates, summer started, I got busy, before that a few more personal things happened. Now I'm finally okay, relatively emotionally stable, and slightly happy I suppose we should start the writings up again shall we? So yeah, try to look forward to that sometime.

Btw I'll try to update my stories soon, just we have finals at my school and it's quite stressful.