What you must realize is that I'm a deeply unhappy person.

But I bring it up , to let you know that this is how I feel right now, like Pluto and Jupiter are aligned with the earth and I'm floating.

You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful.

My thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations.

The cadence of suffering has begun. I am in pieces.

I'm never the one.

Not that smart. Not the hot. Not that nice. Not that funny. That's me. I'm not that.