Okay, no. I fw THIS excerpt. I think I really cooked with this one:
"Minho was like his escape, into a life he never got to indulge in. He was Chan's fantasy into innocence, into a carefree space where he could lose his responsibility. Jisung was like the fire to the side he dimmed down, a place where he could experiment and have fun. Changbin was... something else. Changbin was something that was untapped in Chan's mind. Something he didn't know he wanted out of a partner. Changbin was the definition of masculinity in his eyes, the masculine urge of being in control, of taking control of what he wanted. And Chan was the thing Changbin wanted. Call it selfishness, or possession. Or anything else, but to Chan, it was another thing he needed among his s*x partners. Chan wanted to have s*x with Changbin"