I think I fw this excerpt, y'all, haha. This is after Changbin catches Chan and Minho in a compromising situation, haha.
"Chan could catch the hint of shock, but he didn't know the way he said it had stumped Changbin. So, he nods and continues; "I mean, it was still intimate emotionally. Minho loves me, and I love him. I trust him enough to," Chan drifts off playing with his fingers. He still remembers the feeling that was coursing through his veins—the feeling that he always felt when he was intimate with Minho.
The buzz. The high that followed as his inhibitions slipped from his mind. The feeling of bottoming was such a tantalizing feeling—Chan could let loose, leave his responsibility. Chan could be taken care of by someone instead taking care of someone else. Minho was special for that, Minho let him be the carefree person he never got to be when he was younger. Minho took care of his needs."