Mythoholic80

Happy Karna Jayanti 'heart'

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@Mythoholic80 same to you
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Mythoholic80

I really don't know what's wrong with me. 
          
          After Liam's death, we all fans have received a huge setback and all I think about is him. What really happened and if he did it willingly or not. Everything feels a mess and with the coming conspiracy topics that someone killed him, that he didn't want to die, that everything is just fake and there is someone behind his death, it's getting really hard. It's only a few days since he left us and I know even if years pass, I won't get over it but right now, even breathing seems hard because of what keeps revolving in my brain. 
          
          I have tried to write but I just can't. I have opened all my works and I get the grasp of the plot yet I don't know what to write next. My mind isn't functioning to even write anything at this point. Honestly, I have lost all hope in my writing currently and I can't do it. It's really hard for me. Especially when someone I loved, I adored so much has died. Sometimes, I just feel like he's standing in front of me even though he didn't know me, except I was one of his fans. I feel like everything could have been prevented if we supported him but obviously we failed. Fans being family is just a term but they aren't otherwise he must have felt good enough to share his sorrow but he couldn't. 
          
          I don't know when I will be able to write next or will I write even at all. I am sorry to all of my readers. I feel quite disappointed in myself as Karn is a huge part of my inspiration and yet I can't complete my works on him. I wish I could. I wish I had a shadow who could do my work instead of me but sadly that doesn't exist in the real world. So for now, I will sign off putting all my work on hold. I am sorry yet again.

Mythoholic80

Hey Guys! 
          
          Again I am going on a short break as I am not in the mood of writing mythological stories at this point 
          
          I am not getting any new ideas for my ffs and I have tried to write but close the chapter before even writing a word. I am not mentally prepared right now. 
          
          I don't know till when I will be back. 
          
          Also it's my twelfth and these are the most crucial months because all exams form for competitive exams and colleges, boards and pre boards, everything will happen so I will update at my own pace.