notevenleeknowsanymore

@143lola i had no meaning to be rude, it was just seen out of context. they had told me they'd put it in a different collection where it'd still be readable, which is what led me to say "i'll read it either way" even if it's published where it originally was, or put into another collection. either way it's their choice and i'll support them through both! XD

@N1A1R1U1T1O1fan ok. For all that matters, never delete your first step. You don’t want to forget the path you walked. Don’t want to forget where u started. 
            Even if it’s shitty. Which im sure it’s not. 
            Removing your work is removing you. And that’s disrespectful to you. 

@143lola u rlly need context 4 this, trust.
            
            Context:
            
            lilinospudding
            Dec 26, 2025
            reading over my early oneshots make me cringe so hard, as well as the fact that thirty minutes of my work has been deleted.
            
            N1A1R1U1T1O1fan @lilinospudding  Why?
            Dec 27, 2025 • Reply
            
            lilinospudding @N1A1R1U1T1O1fan my grammar is terrible, and the writing in general!! I think i was like sixteen when I wrote some of them
            7 days ago • Reply
            
            N1A1R1U1T1O1fan @lilinospudding if i ever delete any of my work when I get better at writing ill prob put it in an extra book for all the stuff I deleted called "scraps" or smth. Just so I can feel like I didn'y *get rid* of it.
            an hour ago • Reply

And also, even if you had wattpad on your phone and even if you did receive a million notifications, you don’t owe anyone anything. 
            You are a human being (hope u’re not an alien), you have a life, real chores, real shit to deal with. And we all get it. Alright? Just be safe and put you first 

@143lola yeah

Okay then. Stay safe. Yeah? Nothing matters more than your wellbeing 

But it’s a conversation, proof we’re still alive. Good thing then

@143lola this is probably the most hinged conversation we've ever had.

Oh  so you get less snow than I thought and we get more snow than you thought  facts got straight

I think I might unpublish again

@N1A1R1U1T1O1fan this is how I know the age is getting to me

@nyalovestae that's my display name. The username is notevenleeknowsanymore

@nyalovestae I already have you on discord, I'm ibeatdjinchess. My parents check everything else.

@narutofans2ndaccount thank youuuu~