I just wanna thank everyone, because you have all really changed a lot in my life!!!!! I mean when I get sad or upset, I wanna take my mind off that, and writing is a good thing to do to let yourself go, and not have anyone judge you for what you wanna do. I wanted to thank everyone that has either followed me, read my books, voted for my books, commented on my books, private messaged me, posted on my conversations wall, and the list can go on and on... but because of you guys, I can write and know I am not being judged for it, and I can go on and talk and let myself loose, and not be judged for it. I know you all have been probably looking for an update from me these past couple of days and every time you might have looked it wasn't there. Well I am gonna tell you why. I have had some very hard family problems that came up out of the sudden, one moment are family was the best family you could ever have, then it all started to go down hill. Probably like a couple months ago, we found out something real bad about my uncle(not going to say what, because I am not ready to tell you guys yet) and that probably was the hardest thing. My oldest brother, that I was the closest to, won't talk to me and my younger siblings, and acts like we don't even exist. Then about a month ago me, my mom, and my two older sisters were in a car crash, luckily we are all okay. And when things like this happen to me, I bottle it up inside because all my family knows about it, and I have no one to talk to but I realized that I shouldn't do that because no matter how hard you or me or anyone in this world tries there hardest to hide the fact that something is bothering them, someone will always notice that something is wrong with you. And never deny that person, you have been waiting to tell someone, even if the person that can tell something is wrong with you isn't the person you were hoping for, well they still care and you can tell because they know something is wrong, SO LET THEM KNOW!!!!!
