〰KINKY FUCKER〰

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MASTER JOON chapter one was finally posted

RANT
          Shit. My life has been pretty fucked up. My parents fuss constantly. My mom's working on getting us into a better place and trying to get away from my stepdad. People walk out and walk out of it 24/7. I get ignored by my own friends cause I changed the way I was. Honestly I just wanna get back to my old self. Just cold heart and blunt. I can't believe I sat here n tried to be nice to people. Honestly will never do it again. Maybe the old me was the good me. I would never get hurt by the people closest to me. Then my best friend I'm so worried about her it's like a constant battle with my mind saying if she's ok or not. I have to wait 3 years to see her and my gf. Honestly my gf is the best thing that's happened to me. I fucking love her so much. I just never want her to change like everyone else I know. It's just frustrating sometimes because I don't have my best friend here to help me deal with all these things. She's always been my support and I could tell her absolutely anything. She knows rn I'm not myself but she's always been that support system for me. N I love her for that. All my mom does is fuss and yell at us. Sometimes I think she's crazy cause it could be the simplest things she yells at us about and I just don't understand. It's like why? Why yell and say these abusive things to us like we don't already go through enough at school and shit. Fuck it's so hard to try and stay positive and motivated about the situation when people make you feel bad all the time. Tbh my life isn't really that bad. It's not compared to most people's. I don't even know why I complain it's not like anyone cares. Fuck I miss the old me.i was such a bitch but idk it was just how I was. Now I feel like I just became weak and stupid like so stupid. No one cares about my problems but it's not like I'd want them too. It's just something I have to fix and repair.

God I worship daddy joon too!!

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Okay guys! I'm happy to tell you that I am deciding to make a book. Ahh I'm excited . I hope this book will get far and I'll make more. It should be out August the 17th or somewhere by that time. I hope that you guys enjoy it and help me out on this journey. Thank you all for your help. I love you guys. 
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