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Life is just shit rn can no one understand that?

So news is, school was alright, same old same old. Home really fucking sucked. No one seems to understand or get that I'm tired, I've had a life sucking day and that I'm just really not feeling great. No one seems to understand or care. So I got shot from both mum and dad which was great. So if I'm on hiatus for the next week or so it's cause my dad disconnected the internet. 

On a lighter note, people are hating on the baby shark song but it got me hooked

(Apparently I went over the word limit, so here's the second part) Anything I can remember I'll fill you in lol! There have, of course, been good times too, I'm just in a bit of an angsty mood. It's also 1:40am lol. I'm just feeling... Not too great rn, but c'est la vie right. Anyway I'm gonna hit the sack before it reaches 2am. Love whoever bothers to read this far. Fuck this is depressing lol, sorry hopefully tomorrow I can update you with better, happier news, other than the fact that I'm screwed for not doing homework lmao (I did a lil, not much). 

So. Been a while since I've taken to the message board to... Talk? Express? Idk all that. Life has been okay? I guess? It's the end of the hols rn and before the hols things got a bit hectic with me and this girl who was a good friend of mine but sort of started only being about herself (she started being self-centred way before then, I just hadn't properly realised). So I cut her off... It sounds a bit harsh when I put it like that but... I did it in a way that wasn't agressive or attacking and she seemed to respond in a good way (as good as you can get), she wished me all the best and everything. Then she started randomly like sort of joining in with my conversations with another friend in class and laughing at my jokes, and I was like okay that's weird imma just ignore it. Then like two days later I hear from numerous people (who are reliable sources) that she's been shit talking me and I mean at first I laughed because I don't even know what she'd talk about but then it kinda just made me feel like shit cause that's never a nice thing. Anyway, got past it, moved on, now I'm just going to pray that I don't die later today cause school starts (kmn) and it's 1:35am lol. Had my birthday, people forgot/didn't bother wishing me happy birthday, in the end it was okay though cause the most important people did and that's all I need right? Had problems with the fam but that's the norm, did no homework, also the norm and religiously binge watched Shane Dawson's docos to distract myself. What else? Reconnected with an old friend, that was nice, we're talking again and good friends and he's honestly unknowingly helped me work through some of this drama shit lmao. 

Thank you so much for reading my story and voting I hope you enjoy it to the very end ♡♡♡

Can I just say, haters can hate, but Hyuna and E'Dwan are the cutest shit irl, very happy for them 

Thank you for helping me Nicola! <3

LONG TIME NO TALK