@NAMTIDDIESCOMMITT33 I felt that way a while ago. I was going through a rough time, but honestly I wouldnt feel anythinh anymore, emotionally. But I lost my passion for music & that was the last straw. I was ready to give up on my dream, but I remembered why I wanted to purse music, so i had to hold on. A musician's life is not easy. It doesnt matter who you ask, it isn't easy. My mom said I should study something else, HECK, even my piano teacher said if i was sure. But that's the point. Nothing's easy. In whatever area of music you want to pursue, it's not going to be easy, a lot of people are going to say no, but only you decide how far you go. Maybe adjust your plan, look at other areas in music you can advance in as well, be flexible. You can do it.