@NATSUMESPOLKAGIRL
My ADHD: I want to write. Do all the things, rn!!!
The logical part of my brain: No, you have a presentation tomorrow, and you have less than 4 hours to sleep. You need to go to bed.
My ADHD: But my motivation is striking NOW!!!
Me: Def mentioning this tomorrow when I talk about motivation striking at inopportune times.
Hi, MHA Fans!!! Please participate in the following Music Poll!
About a week or two ago, I made a series of 3 polls on the MHA Opening and Ending songs.
The polls may seem overwhelming at first, but please, at least participate in Part 1. It's just 4 general opinions and a few questions about your experience.
And I cannot emphasize this enough: Feel free to SKIP whatever you want and/or submit and then come back later.
For Parts 2 and 3 specifically: Feel free to just answer the ranking questions and perhaps the reasoning. The additional questions (i.e. component rankings) are only for people like me who like to go into more detail.
Again, you can always come back later and EDIT your response to answer other questions.
The opening page of all of these polls includes some extra information if you're interested. (That is to say, it's not really necessary to read all that.)
This post provides even more details: https://www.reddit.com/r/BokuNoHeroAcademia/comments/1o4fz9h/music_poll/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button
Please SHARE this wherever you like! I want this to be a more comprehensive overview of fans' opinions on the songs, as opposed to the polls that eliminate songs day by day on Reddit.
I will be posting the RESULTS to https://www.reddit.com/r/BokuNoHeroAcademia/ after MHA ends. However, I probably won't close the poll because I don't really see a reason to.
THANK YOU so much for your participation!!!
Here is Part 1, gathering opinions on favorites/least favorites, as well as some questions on your experience in viewing the opening and ending songs: https://forms.gle/gpPn6yY82XWmqMjE7 Part 2: Each opening has its own section, and each opening has the same questions: overall ranking, why you like/dislike it, and component rankings. Here's the link: https://forms.gle/quTwc7oSd2pcS2wu8 Part 3: Each ending has its own section, and each ending has the same questions: overall ranking, why you like/dislike it, and component rankings. Here's the link: https://forms.gle/jdqe1ecDXTNVQ6Ru8
Hi, M?MLPM readers; good news!!! I finally figured my crud out, so nothing on Ao3 is waiting on anything else anymore.
From now on, I'm going to have an official and unofficial version of M?MLPM.
The unofficial version will be available on the Google Folder, and the official version will be what's posted to Ao3.
Essentially, the unofficial version includes “extra” scenes. Scenes that were scrapped because they’re boring, repetitive, etc.. They still happened, but they don’t really matter to the plot.
Feel free to read whichever you like, or read both.
"Wrong" has become Ch 13 instead of Ch 15, and then we have "Convincing" (Ch 14 in the official version, Ch 23 in the unofficial version).
I also wrote an entire arc in between Ch 12 and "Convincing", and I will be revising them before I post them, but as that arc is an insert, you do not have to read it before "Convincing", etc..
I have 11 more written chapters (Ch 25-35 in the unofficial version) that are definitely going in the official version, but I'm going to be revising them before posting.
Then, we get into territory where I'm going to have to evaluate what's necessary or not.
Anything that I will be posting will be higher priority than scrapped chapters. Iow, I will be revising Ch 25-35 before I get to evaluating Ch 36+ and revising the inserted arc.
Hopefully, this all makes sense.... Please ask if you have questions, are confused, etc.!!!
Oh but if someone wants to beta read my unposted chapters and tell me what seems too repetitive, respond to my comments trying to find words, etc., that would be appreciated, as it would streamline my process. Revising takes a lot of processing and overanalyzing on my end, so I require a fully functioning brain and/or a frig ton of revision sessions.... And because of my many conditions, fully functioning is a rare occurrence And I've been using those more for IHP (which I have to reread thoroughly myself) & stuff....
And I lied about wrapping this fic up soon.... I thought I could just write an epilogue after Convincing and COMPLETELY forgot about the arcs I kinda started (Consent + Heat, and then the arc that the "epilogue" started--)
I'm constantly forgetting that NTs don't share information that was useful to them.... It's wild to me.
Note to self: When sharing information, make sure that you add "My intention here is to share information."
I'm calm now. Depression hit out of nowhere as usual; apologies for the depressing post.
"I do my best, and that's worked out well for me so far." Yeah, right. It worked in school. But it doesn't work in real life. Employers don't want hard workers; they want lazy ones that just get stuff done with no care about quality. They don't want me.... I'm not made for this world.... I don't fit in, and I never will....
I'm never going to improve, am I...? I'm not ever going to be able to communicate properly. I'm not ever going to be capable of self-discipline. I'm never going to be able to f-ing keep my mouth shut. ...
And here we are again.... In the pit of depression.... Hating myself. Wanting it all to just *END*.
This is why kids these days are so messed up. It's a frigging lion's den online. You can go in not giving a frig, and you'll come out mauled.
I just... I want a better world.... I want to help these people stop being so judgmental, assuming the worst, etc.. I guess I want everyone else to become like little me, because apparently, I can't change myself. I can't turn myself back into the optimistic, cheerful girl I thought I used to be.
But was I really ever that way in the first place...? I don't f-ing know who I am anymore. I don't know what to do. I have all these ambitions, all these aspirations, yet I can't f-ing do anything with them. And I'm so done. I wanna give up already.
... Fighting multiple opponents every day indeed.... It's no wonder I f-ing fail at life. How did I ever function...? How did I function at school...? How did I *thrive* there...?
I wanna go back.... I wanna just have fun, learn, and do whatever the frig I want. I want a set day, where I just do my best for 8 hours, and then I go home and relax.
Why can't I function...?
I do the math; I plan out the days; it all makes sense. It's easy. It should be easy.
But then I can't f-ing do it. I can't execute it.
Somehow, the plan and the actual day doesn't match up. Even when I give myself wiggle room, the day just... wastes away.... Before you know it, it's already afternoon, and you've done practically nothing.
How do I function...?
Hey, I know it's been a while, but I just posted a oneshot you might wanna check out- 100% crack comedy featuring BKDK and Denki's pursuit of gay porn.
As for my ongoing works, I'll be posting an announcement regarding them soon, but I have a ton of chapters written for MSiMS just waiting to be revised and posted. IHP also has a few chapters that I'm currently working on. And I'll be wrapping up M?MLPM soon.
And I don't care if the art and homework stuff is boring; I'm just gonna have an official and an unofficial version.
I lied; I forgot that I already got into a whole new arc with what could've been M?MLPM's epilogue--
... I forgot Wattpad deletes Inbox messages....
F*ckin' piece of trash....
(sighs)
A'ight, uhh... Frbs should be in my Followers.... I'll just have to start another thread and apologize for taking too long to respond.
... Wait, then it'll delete it again--
Hey, sorry to bother u , just wanted to ask if The truce's seed is an abandoned work ? Cause I really love the dynamics and would love to see more of it.
@Zoe1313233 Oh, it's no bother at all!! I've always said none of my fics were abandoned, but honestly, I've been thinking about dropping most of my fics.... And I'm terrible about updating.... I really need to just figure out what I'm abandoning, mark them as such, and notify everyone. But my dilemma aside, TTS is my only HtTYD fic (after Wattpad deleted my HtTYD smut collection...), and I love Toothcup, so I'll leave it up. I think I'm going to revise TTS' system in a similar way to IHP, but I guess you should consider it abandoned. I am so very sorry I really feel bad about deciding this after always assuring ppl that I'd continue them, but... the truth is that I probably won't ever return to most of my fics on here. I haven't returned to any of my GA fics even once, and if that's the case... I probably won't ever. I'll keep a few open in case I do ever return to them, and TTS will be one of those, but I probably won't finish it.
My grandparents: (leaves the restaurant and goes to their car w/o saying bye)
Me: (doesn't see them anywhere when I come out of the restaurant a few minutes later) Awesome, I don't have to hug them. (Heads to the car)
My grandmother (all the way across the parking lot): Wait, you have to say bye to us!!!
Me: ... You have got to be kidding me. (Goes ahead and meets her halfway to say bye)
Like wtf, you should've waited then. I ain't saying bye outside. I've said that before. I get bitten. If you wouldn't wait three minutes for me, don't expect me to go all the way over to your car and then back. My tailbone is damaged, and it hurts from sitting, and I already have bug bites from last night. I'm not saying bye if you left.
Me: It's the first time in a while that I have three days off in a row!! I'm gonna get so much done today!! I'm gonna finish up another scene of my short story, and I need to do my laundry – I'm so pumped!!
Also me: (wastes the day away contributing to the MHA shipping wiki)
Me: ... I blame you, ADHD.
... Holy cow, when did I get past chapter 10 of MSiMS...?? Crazy...