Some mysteries are better simply admired lest you wish to become one trying to solve them.
people who know me don't see me as  normal anthropoid 
I am still searching for an answer ....
they think i am a mystery but is letting your guards up so that no one changes you from hopeless romantic to dispassionate emotionless person ... bad?? I  think sometimes it's not important to ratify your emotions , your bruises because all they attract is deceitful ,shrewd ghouls ..... they feed on your individuality. It's like you are handing them over your weakness. But still I let people harm me in other ways without opening up to them . I am over affectionate .... go out of my way to help and guide the people I adore .In spite of being aware they will not do the same for me . Then why ?? you must be wondering ... I strongly believe that someday they all will change into someone who knows how to commit , accord , comfort , be humane and generous.... If sacrificing fragments of whole can cure thousand souls . THEN THIS WOMEN COULD CALL UPON THE EARTH AND THE HEAVEN TO DO HER BIDDING ... 🍂🍂🍂