hey everyone... i've decided to go on a small hiatus. i'm so deeply saddened by the news of jonghyun that i can't bring myself to even try to write. i genuinely cannot keep updating as of right now without feeling guilty. so out of respect for jonghyun, shawols, shinee, and his family, i will not be posting until further notice. thank you for understanding. (and please, if you're feeling sad, talk to someone. let your emotions out and get help, suicide is never the answer.)