NCTZMyBias

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If any lesbian is willing to share, I'd love to know how you figured out you don't like guys. Currently questioning, I just know I don't want to date any guy (or anything else) but my last crush was a man *skull* though that did throw me the fuck off

NCTZMyBias

@soft4js Thank you so much for sharing! Right now, I consider myself pansexual with a heavy preference towards girls but I know I have this aversion to mention. Before having a crush on the last guy, I hadn't crushed on a guy since realizing I'd like girls and in the past, I simply chose boys to crush on because I didn't know I had other options
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soft4js

@NCTZMyBias HEYY personally, i'm halfway through accepting myself for what i am and for what i like! i realized i liked girls early june, and i met this mutual friend who seemed genuinely interested in me (which as i type sounds like she just wants to be friends with me), she has this way of making sure she sat next to me without telling me she was going to. i.e switching seats with someone next to me just as soon as i go to the bathroom. we don't talk much and we barely share one interest, all we've done was send eo pics we took the only day we hung out, but the feeling lingers everyday. dating a guy was never easy for me. even though i feel like it's something i'll end up doing, i'd really rather date a girl. i find myself looking at guys, and then realizing i only cared about the girls around me. it's mostly bisexual leaning a bit more into girls at this point LOL don't really know how to explain myself but in my mind i defo know what's up, it's that confusing *cry*
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NCTZMyBias

this message may be offensive 
If any lesbian is willing to share, I'd love to know how you figured out you don't like guys. Currently questioning, I just know I don't want to date any guy (or anything else) but my last crush was a man *skull* though that did throw me the fuck off

NCTZMyBias

@soft4js Thank you so much for sharing! Right now, I consider myself pansexual with a heavy preference towards girls but I know I have this aversion to mention. Before having a crush on the last guy, I hadn't crushed on a guy since realizing I'd like girls and in the past, I simply chose boys to crush on because I didn't know I had other options
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soft4js

@NCTZMyBias HEYY personally, i'm halfway through accepting myself for what i am and for what i like! i realized i liked girls early june, and i met this mutual friend who seemed genuinely interested in me (which as i type sounds like she just wants to be friends with me), she has this way of making sure she sat next to me without telling me she was going to. i.e switching seats with someone next to me just as soon as i go to the bathroom. we don't talk much and we barely share one interest, all we've done was send eo pics we took the only day we hung out, but the feeling lingers everyday. dating a guy was never easy for me. even though i feel like it's something i'll end up doing, i'd really rather date a girl. i find myself looking at guys, and then realizing i only cared about the girls around me. it's mostly bisexual leaning a bit more into girls at this point LOL don't really know how to explain myself but in my mind i defo know what's up, it's that confusing *cry*
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NCTZMyBias

I was so ready for multiple Halloween one-shots (and I did put out four) but now I have NO motivation and it's almost Halloween. But we're celebrating that I was early with it this year though I hate that I have more drafts I have no energy to finish. One is almost done too *cries*

NCTZMyBias

Half of NCT Wish is older than me but everyone but Sion looks like a BABY

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@hrts4alphadriveone Sakuya and Ryo. I'm the same age as Jaehee but he's technically older by 2 months
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hrts4alphadriveone

@NCTZMyBias wait who's younger than u?
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NCTZMyBias

I'm in a reorganize my entire life kind of mood (and it's bleeding into my writing, I want to rewrite EVERYTHING)

NCTZMyBias

@NCTZMyBias You're right, actually. I can just keep making better stuff
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Shininakari

@NCTZMyBias Everything happens for a reason right? So don't rewrite, make  more beautiful new fictions instead.
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NCTZMyBias

I think this perfectly encapsulates why I take so long to finish things (besides the usual reasons)
          
          Me, scrolling through my one-shots with the intention to work on one specific one:
          *thinks about the newest scene of an entirely different one-shot*
          *decides to grab my phone to read over that one^*
          *tells myself to at least open up the one I'm gonna work on*
          *sees a different draft and decides I'm gonna read over that too*
          
          This process or something similar happens pretty often