NNBillieswife3030

@Abigil-1 Omg, that's so cute, I'm  so happy for you <3 I hope yall treat each other well ;)) How are u, btw?
          Um, onto why i think my mom might be suspecting that im gay and that my gf, is well, my gf. So my mom and i are quite close. Most of my friends are queer and out, unlike me. From what i know, she doesn't have an issue w queer people. We've had conversations, like a while back about me or my younger brother being possibly queer and she quote said, "I don't have an issue with gay ppl and as far as im concerned you and your brother will NOT be gay under my roof". That should've been a red flag, but i was like 11 and didn't think much about it. Anyways, i think she may suspect bc most of my friends are queer. Once a few months ago she asked me staight up if am i gay, and i panicked and said no and got defensive, which obviously isn't a good way to react. She told my dad abt that ofc, and he tried talking to me about and i reacted the same way which, again not smart.(My dad is VERY openly h*moph*bic and i felt attacked).They dropped it, we moved on. But i feel like they might be catching on more seriously now that im w my gf, because she comes to my house more often. i highkey think i f-ed up last month when i made a pride post during June, I didn't really say im gay in that post it was just a simple "ill believe in anything edit" for my friends but the next day i was helping my mom w breakfast and she asked me abt it and i i said "I'm just showing support to my friends bc it's pride month" and she was like "yeah showing support but your sexuality seems to be some big secret" that lead to a fight bc i got defensive again and we left it there. But i really don't know how to come out to them, especially my mom bc she doesn't have a clear stance on her view of queer ppl and i know my dad definitely won't be happy abt it so yeah. I hope this makes sense it's all over the place, lol

Abigil-1

Ohh yes.. i have a girlfriend :) :)

Abigil-1

@NNBillieswife3030 woahhhh why do you think that? What happened?
            
            We met right here :) , started talking. Loll and weeks of waiting for reply's turned into 7 days, then 4 days , then a day. Then 12 hours , then 6 hours , then 3 hours then 1 hour, then minutes and the seconds.  Before we know it we were talking the whole day none  stop lolll.  Then all of sudden we were in 4hrs plus calls :).  And the rest is magic :) ;)
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Abigil-1

Yeah :):) . And on your side i hope you guys are still happy and treating each other well.
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NNBillieswife3030

@Abigil-1 OMG yayyy :))
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Abigil-1

Hello, how are you? Its been a long time.

NNBillieswife3030

@Abigil-1 heyyyyy, I'm ok, just hella busy with scl, i hope you get your vacation soon
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Abigil-1

@NNBillieswife3030 whats new in your life.. 
            im still very much swamped with work every single day, i need myself a vacation or a rich babe loll im still deciding on that one.
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Abigil-1

@NNBillieswife3030 i'm still very much alive and well.
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Abigil-1

OMG, you telling me she's your girl now. Wowwww im so happy you have no idea loll. I am rooting for this ship. Wait how many days, weeks, months or years :) :).
          I knew it she had a thing for you, i'm proud of you  taking this matter head on even thou a lot was at stake. 
          
          Tell me everything, but lets start with concert incident it sounds romantic

Abigil-1

@Abigil-1  she marked you lollll from now on you are hers and only hers. Cause what do you mean she didn't tell you thers lipstick on your forehead. Lol lol lol
            
            Next chapter please
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Abigil-1

@NNBillieswife3030 hey girl, hope you good.  
             wowwww, craft woman lol lol. Theres no such thing as overboard when in love. We were actually seconds away from evacuating earth since someone wanted to give her girl the whole world :) :).  I told you thoughtful gifts are the best.  
            
            I love that you guys keep checking in on the relationship, where you are and if everyone is comfortable. you'll never go wrong with good communication. Thats actually very healthy for your relationship. 
            
            Your girl sure loves teasing you lol she knows you down so bad for her.  Loll the kiss mark thats actually cute thou.
            
            When am i getting the next chapter of this wattpad story :) i'm lovin it, at-least this one is not fiction
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NNBillieswife3030

@Abigail-1
            Then there's MORE.
            
            Right we were sitting on the bleachers, so  naturally I found myself laying on her lap for like majority of our conversation(me realizing im technicallya pillowprincess) but anyways, it's sort of became our little thing. I  was looking up at  her while yapping about our Afrikaans teacher(this was a bit after we talked about our relationship btw). I wasn't really thinking much just yapping on, and  she was listening, like she always does. And  she was looking at me, like not in an aggressive way, softer than her usual stare. And  I finally noticed after yapping for probably forever and I was like  "what", she was like "nothing,  just admiring the view"
            
            Bro, when I tell you I was blushing, I.was.blushing. she laughed at me of course, then... she kissed my forehead, which made my breath  literally hitch. Like  OMGGGGG. I'm dying just replaying the moment in my head. 
            Unfortunately her phone rang before anymore could happen .
            
            After that, I went back to the class where the rest of my  team was, and yo my horror, the kiss left a mark on my  forehead, which someone  immediately pointed out. I nearly died but so worth it
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Abigil-1

Glad you good:). How's valentine preparation going? Did you ask her already? Or have i missed so much that you all are even married with twins lol

Abigil-1

You have 5 days left, you better hurry. But nothing beats a thoughtful present.
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NNBillieswife3030

@Abigil-1 lol, i did ask her and she said yes (needed so much encouragement from my friends). I have no idea what I'm gonna get her though, i gotta lock in because I want it to be special.
            
            There's quite a bit you've missed. Idk where to even start ⊙⁠﹏⁠⊙
            Wanna hear about the concert incident or boy
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