NOTrizzie

Y’all, I honestly might not even…
          
          @FelixLOVER2012 is deleting their account
          
          @imatwilightfan is going on a hiatus
          
          @Lumiyaswife hasn’t been active lately
          
          @Booksby_Kai has so many followers prob won’t notice one gone
          
          Kpop fan bases won’t notice one gone
          
          And is it not pathetic that my only friends are ones I’ve never met?
          
          And I’m not even Korean! I’m a pathetic fucking liar that happens to know the language!
          
          The new kid might never get an update again…
          
          Thanks for following :/
          Bai

Y’all tell me why out of 17.6k stories Random sh!t is in 5th? Anyway… Gn! Watts saur dry…

Would my following of 12 (like two who actually read my books) do y’all want an unrequited love or brothers bsf, it won’t be an idol ff, it might not even be an ff. Anyway, what would u rather read?

GIRLLLLLL
          
          
          HIIIIIIII

If anyone’s confused bout my pfp, I posted smth in random sh!t about them, drink water today <33

I love y’all <3

Gn pookies! Get good sleep! <333

You held my hand like it was something sacred,
          Like if you squeezed too hard, I'd disappear.
          
          We sat beneath the streetlights,
          Counting all the reasons we should run,
          But every road we found
          Ended with goodbye.
          
          You said,
          "Look at me."
          But I couldn't.
          Because your eyes were already leaving.
          
          You told me,
          "I love you too much to keep you."
          
          And somehow that hurt
          More than if you'd said nothing at all.
          
          가지 마,
          I wanted to beg.
          Stay one more night,
          Stay one more minute,
          Stay until the sunrise gives us another excuse.
          
          But your voice was shaking.
          
          "널 위해서야."
          
          For me.
          
          Always for me.
          
          You folded your love
          Like a letter you'd never send,
          Placed it in my hands,
          And walked away carrying the pieces.
          
          Now every song sounds like your apology,
          Every winter feels like your jacket,
          Every star looks like a promise
          We weren't allowed to keep.
          
          금지된 사랑,
          That's what they called us.
          
          Forbidden.
          
          Like loving you was a crime,
          Like holding you was a secret,
          Like destiny put our names together
          Just to tear them apart.
          
          You said I'd hate you one day.
          
          But I don't.
          
          I hate the timing.
          I hate the distance.
          I hate the world that made you choose.
          
          Because if love was the problem,
          We were innocent.
          
          Some nights I still reach for my phone,
          Typing your name,
          Deleting it,
          Typing it again.
          
          잘 지내?
          
          The words never send.
          
          Maybe somewhere
          You're watching the same moon.
          
          Maybe somewhere
          You're pretending you're okay.
          
          Maybe somewhere
          You're crying too.
          
          Because nobody leaves the person they love
          Without breaking with them.
          
          You broke your own heart
          To save mine.
          
          And that's why
          I can't forget you.
          
          사랑해.
          
          Even if I shouldn't.
          
          Even if I never hear you say it back again.
          
          사랑해.
          
          In every lifetime
          They keep us apart.
          
          And in every lifetime,
          
          I'd still choose you.
           (Can you guess what he just told me?)

Y’all actually my sisters is so favorited, she’s such a snitch and is always difficult for no reason and my mom brushes it off saying  “these things happen, your sisters having a hard time,” I’ve never once heard her say that to me. And guess what? I got excepted into JYP! But my mom said no! Literally I don’t think sh understands how big these things are, how hard they’re to get into! I can’t even.

K my sis is begging me to get back in the pool. I think I’ll do some sort of pfp thing in random sh!t, I’ll ttyl ml’s!