N_D_Luffy

There's nothing below rock bottom,, he said.
          Me who has always been there.

I regret being created, no amount of apologising would make up for wasting his resources 

I have been insulted everywhere again, so congrats, did I ever even belong to u, I understand you don't want to love me but why are you making me beg everyone, why are you throwing me into others feets , please don't hint things like me selling my body , please if you don't want to make my life good, please stop turning it into greater hell, please, your beggar

For someone extremely busy, you always seem to find time to throw me into gutter repeatedly, who am I to speak, atleast one of us is happy and that'll always be you 

When you thought that at least he had your back but you were redundant to him, I'm scared to even exist, 

Trust? If only I had something to hold onto, I want to trust but with nothing left of me wtd, not even a single thing to feel happy about, all those obligations will be taken away soon. I give up, I completely trust that I don't matter to you, I completely trust that I will never be successful and independent. I believe in you not believing in me.

Please please stand on my side, please I beg you, even though my existence is redundant, I have no one else, please take my side, please 

It's so taxing to live on when I know I'm this useless and a financial burden on others, I know the end, the doom kills me everyday, my irony is called life.

Please remember that it wasn't me who let go of your hand, it was you who never held it. I always chased you.

When all my life I worry that I shouldn't disappoint him, trying my best every daybut in return he doesn't give a fuck