N_D_Luffy

When you thought that at least he had your back but you were redundant to him, I'm scared to even exist, 

Trust? If only I had something to hold onto, I want to trust but with nothing left of me wtd, not even a single thing to feel happy about, all those obligations will be taken away soon. I give up, I completely trust that I don't matter to you, I completely trust that I will never be successful and independent. I believe in you not believing in me.

Please please stand on my side, please I beg you, even though my existence is redundant, I have no one else, please take my side, please 

It's so taxing to live on when I know I'm this useless and a financial burden on others, I know the end, the doom kills me everyday, my irony is called life.

Please remember that it wasn't me who let go of your hand, it was you who never held it. I always chased you.

When all my life I worry that I shouldn't disappoint him, trying my best every daybut in return he doesn't give a fuck

When all your life you trusted just one and only and he makes you realizes with his rules that you can't trust him anymore, you are broken beyond repair and he still expects you to move on and trust him.

You never listen, you never see me dying everyday, losing faith and hope but you are extremely attentive when I sin, u write it to make me pay in worst possible ways, otherwise you are always busy

Because of the loops, balance and rules,I'm sorry you had to go through the trouble of creating me.

When my cries won't reach you even when u r closest to me. Coz rules can't be bent for me, for thy priorities are important and my existence redundant, just an extra variable.