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Yo man what’s uP!

Damn! I had the craziest dream!
          
          I was in the hospital and I was laying in one of those beds and I felt all dizzy like I was on some sorta drug and there was bandages around my chest and i was like
          
          "Yo doc. What's happened?
          
          And he was like
          
          "The top surgery was successful. Would you like to take a look?"
          
          And I was like
          
          "For real?! Lemme see!!"
          
          So they removed the bandages and I saw the incisions, my chest was flat and I was so happy! I didnt have them breasts no more! I felt it and it was flat and smooth! I was so happy but then I woke up and sat up. I looked around and felt my chest still feeling those round bois and I was distraught...
          
          Man I cant wait till I'm 18..
          
          Then I can finally be in the right body..more or less
          
          Accckkkkkk-
          
          

Right. My apologise for my absence in the past few weeks to a month. It is only going to increase unfortunate 
          
          My family is running out of money...we are literally on the bread line right now...I need to find myself a job by this Friday and I'm a little stressful about it.
          
          My brother and I need to make £750 WEEKLY so you can understand the pressure..hopefully.
          
          I'm sorry for not being around. This is really heavy and all. And I've been sick and ill for the past two weeks. My apologise to Blook and Viber.
          
          I really am you guys..
          
          I hope you guys can understand. If you have any suggestions on how to get money.. please do let me know...
          
          Andy

HAPP KINDA LATE 2020 EVERYONE!!!

FUCK
          
          I THOUGHT YOU DIED
          
          I'M FUCKING SORRY.

Everybody
          
          I’m not going to do my plan....I’m going to get help. I’m going to the doctors at some point and get some things sorted out. The teachers are aware that I am not safe and unstable. 
          
          I just want to say thank you to everyone.
          
          Thank you @Moku_Kishiro for believing in me and saying I was an important person to you. Thank you...thank you so much..
          Thank you @skyturns for your kind message
          Thank you @FallacyEncre for telling me not to give up just yet...
          Thank you @FluffyKitty781 for supporting and telling me not stop there
          
          Thank you everyone for caring so much about me and taking care of me. I am eternally grateful..

To the people I know and are friends with. If I am inactive in the coming days, it is because I am preparing myself for attempted suicide on Sunday night. On the night onwards, if I do not respond, I am either dead, in hospital or perhaps in a mental institute of some sort. Thank you all those that I have made friends with. I will delete this notice in a few hours so read it if you can...
          
          Andy

Everything is Blue
          His pills, his hands, his jeans
          And now I'm covered in the colours
          Pulled apart at the seams
          And it's blue
          And it's blue
          
          Everything is grey
          His hair, his smile, his dreams
          And now he's so devoid of colour 
          He don't know what it means
          And he's blue
          And he's blue
          
          (*quietly sobs*)

Positivity chain!
          Reply to this message 3 things you love about Wattpad, then post this on 10 of your follower' message boards!
          -Sky

Finally learned to play Goodbye to a world by Porter Robinson on the Piano *pats back* well done me ^^