Natasha

Heh...this  became my diary now my hatred for parents grow stronger everyday .  I'm the black of this damn family!!!!, They say I throw tantrum of 7 year girl..... What kind of 7 year girl throw tantrum about unfair you treat her ?! 
          
          I do fucking everything!!!! My attached to my mother or I called it my sickness stuck ..... My inner child want her don't want to her go ..... Or we leave this damn house. I tried to find jobs but didn't accept me ......why !!!! I have no one  I want be gone .
          
          Everytime I cried in my room there a voice in my heads want blood but my sanity keep it down .... I don't it my own blood or others..... I don't want to got to jail or murder someone.  I hate myself ......I want my grandma I miss her.....I want to be with her .
          
          I just my hair again ....I don't it good for my mental health, my dream got crush along with trust fory parents and sister.
          
          I never be good enough for them never .

Tbh It been long time I'm here but I just done something so stupid. I just skip a job I want to try but I skip it because my sister hate my gut and she been cause me to last out in anger more than before. Whole family argument just this tiny problem because I declined to do the part time job and I was blame for start it. My sister the one keep cause to be anger and yet I'm the one being blame for everything in my fucking exist.......... I fucking hate her . I don't understand why she jealous of me ? I don't own or have Great talent like her ....... I want to be gone .....

hey natasha! You good? honestly techno's death hit all of us techno fans hard. Hope you're well! :(

I know it's weird that I suddenly post this but .....I very sad right now and I found about technoblade.
          
          I found our after two hour his video uploaded ......I was crying all day and somehow I able to cheers my self up BC of my friends....I......I probably still sad....god. our favourite creator is gone......

So....there 11 student got COVID in my college and now my college in choas BC they can sent those students home and we will do test on Sunday tooo man 

Um. Hey. It's Francesca.. 

          
          If you want to take about murder ? It actually bit amused then people blood related to you failed to murdered you. It also royal pain to deal with and yeah murder actually very easy to talk about if you went through it.

I so stressful and yet I keep feel empty .............
          It so dark.....I fear my self sometimes.....I fear the fake friend's....I fear my self being fake myself ...........I will ...keep quiet ...

I'm bored and up for sins rp and I fine with any rp am just DM me for it. I only do Undertale fandom rp and I don't any kink you interesting in and thb my English really bad UwU.

Oh, anyone got a discord?  I want to be a friends and if you want to be a friend with me please sent your link private .