Sadness comes easily. There's so much to be sad about. Whereas happiness, it's difficult. It's high maintenance. I'm eternally sad. My life doesn't make sense. My life doesn't feel mine. I feel caged, bound, restricted. Is it okay to feel like this? I'm guilty of having these emotions. I hate everything and everyone in my life rn. Nothing gives me peace. Everything is momentary. I just want to wake up and live my day like I want. Not how others want me to. fml.