NabongsMakesMeWeak

HELLPPPP NOOOO why are there so many reads on Cute wtf that sucks ass ngl  

Help I was locked out of my acc for a while wtf ‍♀️‍♀️and I lost my discord God I am so forgetful 

hey i hope ur ok rn, i hope you know you’re loved, and i hope you feel special because you’re fresher than febreeze and you should know that <3

Im not gonna be on here a lot tbh Im reading this one thing then I'll prob dip for a while. I suggest it though, its not a fanfic but like its gay and long and nice and its called "Mark My Words" and its by Sarahjeancorner. Im almost done with it then I'll prob dip then but when I'm back Im going to binge all the chapters of fics I missed I promise and then I'll post the chapters I have stored so wait for me  go to my twitter if you want I'll be active there, I love twitter I get to read all the drama for free I even once started it by accident and low key loved it sshh dont tell anyone 

Tw Self harm and suicide you dont have to read but if you do youll understand why I need a longer hiatus 
          
          Don't you love how 1 thing 1 thing can ruin everything? You try and try not to do what you said you wouldn't. You try but this one thing happens and you do it. Its bad for you it isnt going to help you know this.Yet it feels too good to distract yourself from everything. It will haunt you for the rest of your life. You know yet you still do it. All because of one thing. You have no control over it it just happens. Youve had too much shit going on in your life to deal with it. Your perfect life shattered. You lost half of your family. Because of a mistake. No. It was on purpose. Because of what 1 guy did. If he didn't do that you'd still have your perfect life. You visit your dad on weekends, have your stepdad with you. You where cool with him. You where cool with your step-sisters. And yet he ruined it. He ruined it all. If he didn't do that one thing and now your mom is effected by this and you have to watch as she gets taken to the hospital again and again over him. He made her like this. He made her question why she even lives and now you witness. You witness as the people who kill your fellow black brothers and sisters, or anyone who isn't of their own race, walk into your house every other week  needing to take her in because she tried taking a lot of pills, or she tried to jump off the roof, or she laid in the street trying to get ran over. And you feel as if you could stop it. You feel guilty because you don't. You watch each time she gets taken. Each time your heart rate spikes higher than before. So you leave scars. Permanent scars. You spilt the blood, you pay the price. Its there. For forever and ever. Until you die. Reminding you of what happened. How you fail each time to help. How you ruin everything. How its your fault. How your mind does that, blames it on you. And yet you believe it.

YALL MYHANDCRAMPEDFROMMEDRAWINGSOMUCHCUSINEEDTOPRACTICEANDI'MUSINGMYLEFTHANDANDIT SuCKS

So like if I'm not on today or tomorrow thats cus its my birthday and I have A L O T of people sending me wishes and stuff so sorry 

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I JUST FINISHED SHE RA AND I LOVED ALL THE GAY LESSBIANS AAAAAAAA IM MAKING A FIC RIGHT NOW, IM A SLUT FOR 2YEON AND CATADORA 

So like- Ive decided after I finish all my published works im going to do a Twice Pokemon au cause I found my old 3ds and played pokemon and fell in love again so if you have any recommendations on which pokemon goes with who lemme know I have a few ideas though...
          
          Also Im going off hiatus in a few days or maybe today. Who knows ‍♀️