The kind of feeling in which the usual you is that you talk a lot. When something happens, you tell it to your friends. Good or bad, they know it. But then one day, something happened to you. It hurt you so bad that you could hardly speak at first. You pretended to smile because it was easier rather than explaining why you're not. It was more difficult to explain why you're not okay because basically, you'd just end up crying instead of actually telling the story behind your sadness.
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