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Hey people, how are you guys! I hope all of you are doing well. I’d like to thank all of you for supporting me throughout my time of writing on here. It really means a lot to me.
As you guys may know, I have became less active on Wattpad and have not been writing or updating my stories. There are reasons to this, and I’m here to tell you them.
First of all, I am being thrown around by my depression and anxiety. They’re like two little fuckheads who love annoying me to death. So, It is pretty hard to be in a good mood to write. And if I am in a good mood, It never lasts long and I lose all motivation.
For another reason, I am disappointed. I have worked hard and enjoyed making my stories. They may have not been absolutely amazing, but I enjoyed writing them and getting feedback from everyone. So by saying this, I would like to tell everyone that I am tired. I put my love and energy into what I make, and It doesn’t do shit. I even got part of my one story stolen and used. I reached out to the person, and I told them it was okay. But really, It hurt. It really hurt knowing someone stole my idea I worked on so hard and used it. I don’t want them to feel bad, but It really did hurt.
Next, I have to say that people, you guys are great. I don’t mean to sound selfish or rude, but at the same time, why do some people get more attention and credit when they don’t even do things, and I try to do everything I can and get nothing. I just feel hurt by this. I don’t mean to sound selfish. I just would like to express my feelings freely.
These reasons are what I could make up for what I’m about to say. For all the wonderful people who have stayed by my side, thank you. But all the worst has caught up with me and my depression is telling me to stop. If only for a while.
I am putting a stop on my stories for a while. I don’t know how long I will stop, but I feel as though it may be a while. In the meantime, I will check up every now and then. So thank you, and goodbye.