Nagisa_666

Soldier Poet King Carl Grace Stratt. Oh yeah. It's all coming together

trying to write a Project hail mary fic good lord the outline alone is killing me

Project Hail Mary, The Martian, and Iron Lung oh my interests are lining up an AU

Anyone else get a really deep feeling of hopelessness and despair late at night leaving you lying there thinking and stressing because it’s such an existential feeling but you can’t even give yourself reassurance. Anyone else? Yay? Nay? Alright I’ll shut up

MAN I am begging you to post that trolls chapter I do not care if just half of it is not even finished just post it for my sanity please 

I play this game called Lumbercat on my phone and when I was getting off work two days ago my coworker saw it and asked about it so I was like ‘oh it’s called like Lumbercat it’s just a tycoon game basically.’ And she started looking at it like scrolling the see the design and she just went ‘that’s cute that you play these games’ and I just went ‘not really I just like repetitive games kinda’

Watched Project Hail Mary tonight and my god it’s so Peak chat. Like tears running down my face peak. It has a right to be trending on twitter it’s so sad and haunting and hopeful and exciting and a statement of new beginnings and a tearful goodbye and Jesus Christ. Fanfictions have the greatest potential with this movie.

Watching Merlin and I think in like the third episode, Mark of Nimueh, when Gwen is accused of sorcery and Merlin tries to save her, Morgana says ‘That’s because you’re not like Merlin.’ Then says something similar to ‘he would give his life for the one he loves.’ TO ARTHUR. Then Arthur replies with something like this ‘Perhaps I haven’t found the one I love then.’ Then in Episode 4 (SEASON 1 BTW. LITERALLY THE NEXT EPISODE.) Arthur proceeds to go on a quest for that flower I don’t know the name of, WHICH IS IN A DARK FOREST, GUARDED BY A DEADLY MAGICAL CREATURE, all so that he can GET THE ANTIDOTE FOR MERLIN. RISKING HIS LIFE. WHERE HE ACTUALLY ALMOST DIES. ‘Perhaps I haven’t found the one I love.’ Perhaps you just haven’t realized you found him. 

People are like ‘everyone would give Arthur a shovel talk!!! Everyone loves Merlin and don’t want him harmed!!! If Arthur breaks his heart we riot!!!’ But I feel like the people closest to Arthur (aka Morgana, Uther, Leon, etc) would actually threaten Merlin. Because imagine. This is Arthur. Arthur, who has never TRULY been in love. Arthur, who has a secret delicate heart, who is becoming a better man, who depends on Merlin like he’s never done with anyone before. Who’s allowed Merlin to burst into his thick walls of isolation and depends on Merlin for matters of the heart and mind. They’ve never seen Arthur as happy as he is when he’s with Merlin. In fact, he actually becomes a little mess when Merlin is actually gone. Can you imagine that? You’ve seen this man grow up, who’s only got his (VERY emotionally closed off) father and Morgana really to depend on. Then this little farmer boy shows up and Arthur is having more fun than he’s ever had, just because Merlin doesn’t see social restrictions. If I saw Arthur become a mess when his friend is missing and I know who exactly Arthur is, I’d probably tell Merlin not to hurt him. Because if Arthur gets hurt, he’d never show that side of him again. And I’d want to see my ruler be happy and have fun with his friend, just to know that he’s a person too. I don’t know how to say it. But that’s my thoughts, ya feel?

ARCHIVE PLEASE I CAN’T GO TO BED WITHOUT MY STORIES. PLEASE. Archive please PLEASEEE