Nameless_littleme

Sorry guys I just don't know what to do at this point

Nameless_littleme

I don't know how to say this in real life to the people I love and I know theyre having this emotional talk right now 
          
          But I wish I knew how to help I know I'm not good enough to help and I'm just so sorry I really don't know how to help you guys fight, regain love or just have confidence because I never really knew myself how to help me either. All I did was look back at my experiences and I know they won't be good enough to fully make you guys feel better. 
          
          But I wish one thing I could just say in front of them: that they should never cut 
          
          Fresh bruises leave scars and those scars symbolize the same pain you've felt thru a struggle 
          
          And it will heal but internally you wont
          
          
          You know how much it hurts to hear for sonekne you love ; someone your grateful for yet you don't know how to show it and instead become insensitive, to say that they can't stop harming themselves so they look for a better alternative 
          
          It's good to let out anger but it just worries me so much that one day as their doing the alternative they'll be tempted to cut and cute and cut non stop. 
          
          I'm worried. At the same time I never really felt my advice was good enough to fully help. And I'm so sorry for that. But I'll always listen. It'll never be a burden to me, because you guys spilling everything out to make you guys feel good makes me feel better too as a person. 
          
          Because your joy is my happiness too.

Nameless_littleme

I think this all just says that I'm internally weak cause I can't tell those people in person that I really care. And I just do it thru messages like this.
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Nameless_littleme

Just to add too
            
            Knowing that your idol, friend and strong angel has been cutting pains me too much. That's why I'm here being weak and just typing here instead in our chat
            
            It's because I'm just so hurt that my angel is starting to cut. After all she's been thru and I want to be an angel to her too by just telling her how much she's changed my life. How much loyal things she's ever done and how much worth she has beneath 
            
            It just makes me feel so bad I can't do anything by being who I'm. Because I know she has a lot to say but she hides it from so much and sometimes because of that I just feel like I don't deserve this great perspective I have of the world. 
            
            I just want her to know that I do really love her and that without her, where would I be now after she's accompanied me thru a journey of pain and sorrow.
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