Liam

I'm coming out tonight wish me luck ✨✨ chat I'm scared

Ima lobster, I have a sunburn, I want to peel of my skin more then normal

What makes you cry?
          What makes you soul well up and bleed through your seeking eyes?
          Was it their lies? 
          Or the expectations of which you're tied

People Pleaser:
          "No."
          One word so hard to say,
          Would it really make me your foe?
          Would one unspoken word cut the rope I walk?
          Or change the way you talk?
          "Of course it would"
          Normally I would jump at the quiet rasp in my ear,
          Like a easily frightened deer.
          But 'night I shall settle this for good.
           I now question all I tell myself.
          why would it change us?
          Or the photbooth pictures on my shelf?
          And wonder,
          If I was incovenent 
          Would you really think less,
          If I were your mess?
          Maybe,
          But my feet are torn from the eggshells I walk
          My back sore from your weight
          So come on mate
          Don't be mad
          Or think your bad
          Don't stoop so low
          If I say 
                                                     "No."

Your pens are broken 
          Your ink is splattered
          Your paper torn 
          Trying to say everything that really mattered

I walked down the beach 
          And saw you
          Only, it wasn't you
          It was the idea of you
          Childlike of my over reactive imagination 
          To see such a thing,
          In the way the trees swayed in synchronizeation
          in the way the crabs would hide in the comfort of their shells
          And the warm sand uneath me
          But mostly in beautiful fire that bloomed when the sea met the sun painting every inch of us in stokes of warmth feeling just slightly like arms envelopeing me and pulling me close
          A lovely illusion that fades all to fast
          I knew well that it wouldn't last
          I suddenly want to leave the coast 
          That reminds me such of you
          It never makes sense why my mind knows
          Everything about you
          And the feeling you bring
          But the funny thing is
          I don't know You 
          -L

Reminiscents of lost memories,
          Sometimes draws us to forget our worries,
          As the warm foggy pictures blanketed our minds,
          All that we left behind,
          The long winding branches of the willow tree we climbed, root in our ears and block out our tears,
          Mud and water once forest creeks fill our lungs, making such a bit less bleak,
          Never do we recall the pieces of ceramic nor the monster 'neath our beds
          Evermore we think of sweets and sleds
          As we remember the freed colorful lives we forget why we left in the first place
          Though beautiful, suffocating was the lace
          As we look back we look back we wish to be
          Back when life had no fee
          But your wishes are false, your memory tainted
          Your stone set belief is merely painted
          For the old dreams, The flash like a vision,
          Have deep shadows of which the monsters lurk
          Your leash in their cold grasp
          Behind the sunny smile
          Is something much more vile
          -L

I hate words
          Which is ironic you'd think
          From how many I scream in this ink
          Words of unsung songs flow through my veins and bleed through my fingertips
          Words of love and malice
          Of murdeers and martyr
          I hate words
          When drawn from my shaky lips they only seem to show the fool of a grande Palace
          Turning a beautiful promise into a monsteruse plea
          When it turns a universe into a cup of cold tea
          every word is a lie when herd by a suspicious ear
          And every letter drowns out the need to sit in silence
          Where you don't need words to know
          I wish I didn't have fill the silence
          With meaningless muttering 
          Or the late nights into idle rhymes
          And unherd uttering 
          Sometimes just to sit in a tranquil fog
          And feel their silent presence muffle the anxiety of the broken words born of This dreaded nonsense
          Like a film with absent action yet drowning in Whining dialogue 
          These Declarations of acknowledment still leave the broken tense 
          Yet they stay despite the ticking clock 
          Nothing changes and all they do is talk
          -L

My memories have holes in them
          Now there's a pattern I have yet to see
          My memories have holes in them
          Where your face used to be 
          so radient you burn right through my mind
          And leave cold abysmal wounds in my eyes
          even gone from my recollection my heart still you bound
          Danm I would love you though all your lies
          And I suppose I did 
          Through every broken promise you were still the air I need to breathe 
          Bu now your gone, you've been rid
            I can't breathe with out you
            i now Reminisce you 
          And i hope your drowning too 
          -L

Never can I say the things I write 
          Write of those who Love 
          Love that Fades to nothing
          Nothing is forever accompanied
          Accompanied by liers and theifs
          Thiefs of burning flames of ones very soul
          Soul, a soul is improbable, a soul is impossible
          an Impossible wish, my only kind of wish
          Wish for everything out of reach 
          Reach for the stars and burn my fingertips
          Fingertips that have held heaven by caressing your face
          Face of beauty and hidden pain stole my burning flame
          Flames that whispered your name in the silence
          Silence that fills the cavity you once Pervade 
          Pervade every rush of domapine when you looked in my eyes 
          My eyes now desperately longing you
          You left and took my soul with you
          -L