Names01

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Bros. It has been long time since I talk. 
          	
          	Honestly life is fucked, right now I’m trying to not drown on my self hatred ;))
          	
          	I’m ready to kill myself mentally.

Names01

I want to die still. Maybe u should try those apps that say ‘you’re not alone’ but yet again I still sleep while trying to hug myself... ugh the last time I used an app like that it was just kids trying to lighten up the mood, I mean sure that’s nice. But I didn’t have a breakdown just to hear you crack a joke about breaking down a door.

Names01

Please give me all of your worries. I know you’ll never see this straw. But please. I understand but i won’t stand seeing you cry randomly in the middle of class. Yes I do have a crush on you. Yes I know you aren’t into girls. And yes I do want to keep the title of the one who made you smile a little more lately.

Names01

I can ttalk to anyone
          I feel useless
          Please
          Pleasepleaseplease
          Help me help help help
          
          I don’t feel good
          I’m disgusting it’s disgusting 
          
          Just kill me already

Names01

@cuddlytaekook thanks. Sorry I just say your comment. It’s just mainly that my breakdowns are lasting longer than usual, and that they are getting a lot stronger.
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cuddlytaekook

@Names01 No you're not .. you are beautiful in your own way .. dont let negative thoughts get the best of you and stay strong :) ill gladly listen to you if you want to talk about it .. you are not alone .. there are people out there who would gladly listen to you ... maybe you just choose not to open up but you can tell me ! :) I might be a stranger but believe me I felt the same way back then :) 
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