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Guys. Are you still there? I'm so astounded that I have supporters still. My inbox is flooded, this wall is full of beautiful and heartwarming messages. How are you guys? You guys really love boys and detentions lmao I'm so touched. A little update from me: I've had probably the worst two years of my life. It's been school, family problems and emergencies, health issues and lots of financial struggling. You guys, I was a double music major at an affluent conservatory of music and they treated me like a second class citizen. It was absolutely terrible. I felt so alone and hurt and I barely had the time to sleep and eat. I became obsessed with my grades and my reputation that I disregarded my mental, physical and spiritual health. I've been stabbed in the back on numerous occasions, and have been told that my voice doesn't matter because of my gender, race, religion and social status. The people who I was convinced would be in my life forever dropped me because they chose to believe some rumors over my word. People suck. Women suck. LOL. I have serious trust issues when it comes to befriending girls. They've always pulled some serious shit on me and fucked me sideways. Well anyway, I want to see if you guys are still active, alive and healthy. Tell me about yourselves and your years, and give me advice on what I can do to improve as an author and as a person. I need some guidance, yo. I just saw that a few of my books were in the top 100 and I nearly shit myself LOL What an extraordinary thing to come back to. Thank you so much. Let's talk. <3