@NamjTk Now, hear me out. First, out of everything, you're one of the best writers I'll ever meet in my life. When you talk about writing, it is only writing. It's not the frequency you update your chapters with, not anything even related to that thing. It's just cuz we are writing on Wattpad it's an assumption that good writers update regularly. So yes, not providing updates does not make you a bad writer! You write better than half the Wattpad population girl!
Next, I know that this is hard. I won't say I understand it because we all fight our own different battles differently, but if it so as much matters, you're doing so good fidha! You're doing the best you can. You are surviving while people are giving up. That's a victory right there! It might seem like you're not doing much, but we all have phases like these. You do not have to be productive every second of your life because sometimes surviving the day is the biggest feat you can achieve! Don't feel like a loser after scoring such wins fidha.
And third, always remember, I'll be there. Always.