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I think there might actually be something wrong with me? I've been waking up with extreme guilt and suicidal thoughts, and I have no clue why. I'm jealous of my fiend for liking someone else, but I'm preventing her from happiness. I feel as though she's getting sick of me and just wants me to go. I can't shake these thoughts, but I want to. I don't know what to do, but really need some fucking help. :(