Namjoons_Capricorn08
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Just venting to whomever is listening, disregard this. They say your sophmore year of high school would be one to remember, and hell fuck yeah am I going to remember this shit. I broke up with my boyfriend of over a year, have talked to a multitude of people in hopes to even have a glimpse of what its like to feel like I'm in love again, when in reality I have been numb since December of 2021. I've lost friends, and most importantly I lost myself. I am sorry if you know me in person and I ever harmed you, you know who you are and I can not express how deeply sorry I am for all of the things I've ever done to you. Because of me not being myself not only did I loose me, but I also lost you. Never forget that your friends were always there for you before anyone else was. They are the most loyal. More than anyone else can be. . Thank you if you read all of this lol. I will hopefully start writing more again soon. <3