so i just got to see my second grade teacher who i haven't seen in so long. he gave me a guitar of his, electric. and my brother already has an acoustic and a banjo, got one too. my teacher also brought us an amp and a foot petal thing, but my brother took over that. I was starting to get a headache and he wouldn't stop playing. then he turned it up who knows how many decibals, i started to have a panic attach because i was already emotional enough, then it happened a second time. and now he's keeping all the stuff in his room.
and this teacher is really special to me and my brother was just playing stuff to impress him because he already knew how to play guitar and that teacher had beaten cancer, so he was visiting us. and my brother was getting all the attention i just feel really shitty and vulnerable now because i started crying infront of my parents.