Caja May Dowrick

Hugs 
          Cause that's the best I can do for you
          (⁠っ⁠.⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠っ

Guess what yep another poem (unedited first draft)
          
          She touched me I never wanted her to but she pushed me against that wall in plain veiw
          I tried to push her off but she wouldn't move
          No matter how loud I cried her lust pushed through 
          No one saw 
          No one cared 
          She didn't care that she was breaking the law
          She wasn't scared
          My friend had left
          It was "only for a few minutes" 
          She had committed theft
          She had pushed the limits 
          But what was I wearing?
          A jumper and some leggings 
          Did you shout loud enough?
          Perhaps not but why does that matter so much?
          Why does she get away scot free?
          As I lay here in never ending pain 
          I may flee
          I lay here in never ending shame 
          As she gets away
          Whilst I stand at bay.

Hey guys so how are you? Have you been drinking? Eating? ....sleeping....? Hope you have I just did 2 tests pretty sure I failed TT oh well hope you guys are good

GUYYYYS YOU WON'T BELIEVE THIS  so basically every Sunday we head to my grandparents house with my uncle and occasionally my cousin and every Sunday my uncle has a bitch and whinge about Sam Smith and my uncle is homophobic BUT last week my uncle used they them pronouns after I told him to respect someone's pronouns and HE DID very small thing that I am so happy about

WHAT YOU GUYS DONE?!! IM BACK TO 69

Hey so kind of important thing I am non binary (I think im pretty sure) and I would appreciate it if people started calling me Cole and started using they/them I understand if it's a little odd but this is what makes me comfortable and what I would prefer (also because I can't use the app rn I can't change my bio so that's why it'll stay the same)

In shadows deep where silence dwells,
          A whispered truth no tongue compels,
          She pressed me closer, breath aflame,
          In that cold moment, none knew my name.
          
          
          The wall behind, a prison's grip,
          Her grip was strong, no chance to slip,
          No witness there, no caring eyes,
          Just the weight of hurt, a silent cry.
          
          
          A dance of power, uninvited hand,
          Respect was lost, no safe land planned,
          Beneath the surface, chaos churned,
          Innocence shattered, the lesson learned.
          
          
          Yet in that dark, a spark remains,
          Resilience blooms amidst the stains,
          I speak my truth, let pain be known,
          In my own strength, I’ve made it home.
          
          
          No longer hidden, I rise and stand,
          Reclaiming the story, taking command,
          For though she pushed, I’ll find my voice,
          In healing’s light, I’ll make my choice.
          
          Also I apologise I been getting really back into poetry lately

In shadows cast by silent tears,
          A heart once bright, now disappears,
          The morning sun, it rose the same,
          Yet everything has changed, and pain’s to blame.
          
          
          We laughed together, dreams in tow,
          Shared secrets whispered soft and low,
          But in her smile, a storm concealed,
          A battle fought, a life unsealed.
          
          
          I wish I’d seen the signs that spoke,
          The weight of words that felt like smoke,
          The restless nights, the heavy sighs,
          The hidden hurt behind her eyes.
          
          
          Now echoes haunt the empty space,
          A vacant chair, a forgotten grace,
          I search for answers in the haze,
          But find only the dark, the maze.
          
          
          Oh, friend of mine, in sorrow steeped,
          How cruel the world, how deep the sleep,
          You’ve slipped away, our laughter’s ghost,
          In memories, we cherish most.
          
          
          I’ll carry you, though far you roam,
          In whispered winds, you’ll find your home,
          And though the night is vast and wide,
          Your spirit dances by my side.
          
          
          So rest, sweet friend, in peace profound,
          In love’s embrace, forever found,
          Though yesterday took you from my sight,
          In every tear, you shine so bright.

Hey guys how are you? Have you guys eaten? Slept well? Drank? Hope you guys had a good day

Hey so If anyone here is a Trump supporter you are being blocked I'm sorry but not sorry because you are being ignorant and honestly you kinda scare me because why would you want him back?!