NANDINI

Hello guys. I know it's been so long but as my boards exams are ending I want to share a thought. I mean heaven or hell is discontinued we know but I have a new idea. A new story. Not a fan fiction though it's something different so I was thinking of i should write it or not? Is anyone would be interested?

Didn't realised I was that not that special after all

Well guess not every youngest child get the golden treatment.
          So here's the deal I've been feeling really depressed as my exams are nearing and so does my jee and now everyone is blaming me for choosing both things at the same time. I don't want to take private collage but my elder brother sister are giving to focus on this attempt and they won't let me take a drop because apparently my health issues were a drama a sympathy gaining tactics. Guess fucking what? I have no fucking one to understand me? What should I do? Now I understand why students take a drastic step about their life.
          
          A major health condition 
          A toxic relationship 
          A competitive exam
          Boards exam
          Continuously having heavy medications 
          
          And having no one to at least share this my frustrations to anyone 
          What should I do?
          Ik even here no one will listen it's alright I'm just venting here :)

Sala narak jindagi hai!!

Hlooo
          How's life?

Diii...kaisi ho...? Long time no see acha your sis have written something pls check
          
          You remember me right..?
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/364223903?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=shalu_smriti

I TRUELY HAVE SHITTIEST LUCK I MEAN I'M ALWAYS AVAILABLE FOR EVERYONE BUT WHEN I'M IN TROUBLE NO ONE LITERALLY NO FUCKING ONE IS THERE FOR ME BE IT ANYONE !!  I MEAN IF YOU DID'N HAD TO BE HERE FOR ME THEM WHY TF YOU WERE HERE WITH ME MADE ME FEEL ALL IMPORTANT FUCKING A HOLES!! I HOPE YOU'LL EXPERIENCE SAME AS ME ONE DAY! :)

Sometimes i feel i have to tell everyone something really hard i need To get That out of my chest but i can't!! why man??? WHYYYYYY 
          its suffocating, i want to cry my heart out but no one will understand idk how i'll ever deal with it how i'll ever let that feeling go
          i thought i'd be enough but ik i'll never be and it breaks my heart very badly
          
          god i wish i could create my own soulmate jusst the way i want who'd never judge me and give a shoulder to cry on but i'm too afraid to open up now
          
          GOD PLEASE TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY!!!!!!!  I FOUND MYSELF IN A SHIT POSITION!! It's not like i have no one but i still feel lonely

Why my book is getting added to lists?
          Bhai chorr do pura nhi hoga wo meri Marne jaise halat hai na koi read karta hai to thode likhungi faltu ka :(

Happy New year 2024✨✨