At the beginning of this year, I thought that I would be able to write more this year. (The last half of 2020 was very bad for me and even the beginning og 2021 was very stressful, but I was hopefull for a better year.) Now, half of the year has passed and I have written almost nothing. I am sorry. I am very disappointed with myself... I am sorry to everyone, who started following me and thought I will be able to update regularly. Sorry, I don't even know what "regularly" means.