Graveyard Secrets ⚰️

I'm actually so incredibly proud of myself as a person because no matter how badly life has gotten, and no matter how many nights I've cried, I've tried my absolute hardest to be a better person. My progress may be slow, and I may have a long way ahead of me, but I'm a slightly more healed version of my older self. I think they'd be proud of who we are now, I've made friends that I adore with my entire being, I'm working on chasing my dream, and I have a job in which I love for now. My goal is to move to London(perhaps amsterdam) when I become eighteen for college, or maybe just to be somewhere new and meet new people.

Just uploaded the first chapter of my book, I'm actually really proud of it! It's not fully finished with editing, but I think it'll be fine for now. Let me know what you guys think <3
          
          °·°·°·°·°·° Naolo, enjoy your day/night, love you guys ♡

I have a love and hate relationship with writing one minute I'll be so happy to do it and I might be able to get a few hundred words down, while the next I'd rather die than to do it or it'll absolutely bore me to death. It's kind of funny. Anyways I'm going to die my hair for my birthday I'm thinking red and black might do pink instead though idk
          
          °·°·°·°·°·° Naolo, have a good day/night, love you ♡

I just wrote the best stories I have ever written in my entire life!!! My friend helped me with some names for the pets and a few powers for one character named Milo (full credit to her). While my teacher helped me figure out how to place the events I absolutely love this teacher he's the best! I'll be posting it on my birthday as it should be done with at least two chapters, the editing for the book cover, and each chapter should be more than 600 words. One story is called "Secrets of the Night" and the other is "Embers of KulTegin".
          
           ~°·°·♡~°·°·Naolo

I am unwell I've been inactive on instagram all day, and when I finally decide to check it out...HARRY POSTED ON HIS STORY WITH A ONE DIRECTION SHIRT ON!!! I WANT TO CRY HAPPY TEARS! on a different note I didn't know I worked today and when I found out I went an hour late, so I was physically panicking, then less than ten minutes of me going in I was left by myself (I'm still in training at this job) it also began to get packed and I have no idea how to take orders good so I did what I could (thankfully my boss was understanding) I love my life ♡

It's my sisters birthday todayy and I'm absolutely bouncing with excitement, I also recently found out that I have to get surgery three days after mine so I don't know how to feel about that. Many of the elders that I've talked too seem to like me a lot though, and my writing skills are improving a lot so yay for that. Anywho have a good day/night!
           
           ~°·°·♡~°·°·Naolo

My intrusive thoughts are the worst things ever, but my impulsive thoughts are the funniest I love it. Anywho HARRYS HOUSE WON A FREAKING GRANMYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

Oh also! Heartstopper may come out during my birthday month!! (Hopefully they have no complications)

Happy black history month to all of my lovely black queens, kings, and non-binary lords. I love you all, let's have a great month <3

The only reason I broke down in the car is because my mind kept telling me to just jump out of the car (we were on the highway). I was somewhat happy today, I went to school, talked to one of my friends, and even had to call about my online schooling program. Hell I was okay, and all of a sudden the feeling of depression washed over me like it had been planning an attack for months. I tries so hard to hold back my tears until I was at home in the bathroom, but they wouldn't stop. I hate this feeling so much. I feel weak, vulnerable, and most of all stupid. I should feel okay and yet here I am wanting to die. I know I can't though, I made a promise.