I just wanted to state my opinion about zayn departure from one direction. I have to say I was honestly shocked and very upset. I just cried and cried. I mean the tour wasn't even finished and it was very unexpected. I'm very, very saddened to hear he left but I hope that he's happy. I mean I rather him be happy rather than depressed. I hope everything works out for him in future. I just wish he could've stayed but I can't stay mad at him or hate him. I'm always gonna be a directioner till the end. There may be four boys now in my eyes but forever it's going to be five in my heart. True directioners stay together. <3 this fandom can never break. I'm so greatful I made many friends and wonderful people on this because of those five boys. I will support them no matter what no matter how much it hearts. We can get through this if we all stick together. You guys are like my family my brothers and sisters. I love you guys so much as well as the boys. Our boys. <3