So I just wanted to say something that's been on my mind. If you are stressed and worried take a break. I can understand the need to take a break and on top of the fear of abandonment and mental health, taking breaks are a must. Honestly, I understand the fear of abandonment. I worry that I myself will be abandoned by all my loved ones. But through all of my personal betrayals and abandonment I have experienced, I can assure you, you are not alone in that fear. In fact, I believe that the lose of a loved one is probably one of the most common fears in people and there is nothing wrong with that, it actually makes you stronger as a person and not weak. So to anyone who needs a hug, here you go #virtualhug, and also a reminder that you are not weak nor are you a failure because of what you are afraid of. Stay hydrated, eat, sleep, and have a good night or day.