I have loved Cameron since age 13. It's been 6 years, and I still love him. 
I have known Cameron when fame didn't exist In his life. I knew the Cameron who wasn't stalked by thousands of girls, the Cameron who didn't have millions of gorgeous girls drooling over him.
I may have love Cameron, but ever since I knew him, I have never had the courage to express my feelings to him, because I was afraid he wouldn't feel the same for me. I was afraid he was too good for me, and I wouldn't have a chance.
I blame myself for the reason he never knew my name. It's my fault he never knew of my existence.
I am so proud of him, Cameron didn't give up on perusing his dreams, and he gave me so many more reasons to love him. Cam gives young girls the ability to be happy, and have courage. Cameron Is the reason people smile, laugh, or generally live In this cruel world.
Cameron, I may be heartbroken when you discover the girl of your dreams, and It Isn't me, but It's my fault It could never be me, because I never explained what you meant to me when I had the chance. The girl you love In the near future, she Is quit lucky. I may be jealous, but I won't ruin what you have with her, because she would be the reason for that bright smile, or that goofy laugh. She would be your Inspiration.
I'm 19 now, and I need to move on. I was taught to set free the ones I love, and so I will.
I hope soon you realize there has always been someone who had loved you before fame and money. I hope you know that same person will always continue to love you, hoping one day you would love her too.
Thanks for being my first true love, Cameron. I love you.