NasuadaNightingale

Hey all! I'm still alive.......somewhat.
          	
          	I've been thinking about TGOAAE for a while now and how.........lackluster it is compared to the complexity of Petals Shorn.
          	
          	Petals Shorn has incredible depth to the story with how few chapters it has. Each character has their own aspirations and agendas, they struggle with how far they are willing to go to achieve those goals.
          	
          	..........While TGOAAE seems to more just be action, depression, and the occasional horror sequence.
          	
          	Would yall prefer if Ruby didn't join Beacon, suffering alone and having to remain in her *God* form? The humanoid form doesn't seem to work all that well if she's still just as strong as her God form.
          	
          	 If yall have any suggestions, send them my way, because I don't feel like I can continue TGOAAE if it continues to be so lackluster.........

boredteenager243

@NasuadaNightingale I say keep it but make it unstable. She could end up killing the majority of beacon which would give her a new reason to suffer alone as she killed the people who tried to help and her sister.
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jasongleimspray

@NasuadaNightingale well I think they god form needs to go but maybe make her like 15-25 ft tall so she still big hard to hide and yeah the suffering should be more lonely but maybe she should have like one person to help as I think she would become too depressed if she was completely by herself 
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NasuadaNightingale

Hey all! I'm still alive.......somewhat.
          
          I've been thinking about TGOAAE for a while now and how.........lackluster it is compared to the complexity of Petals Shorn.
          
          Petals Shorn has incredible depth to the story with how few chapters it has. Each character has their own aspirations and agendas, they struggle with how far they are willing to go to achieve those goals.
          
          ..........While TGOAAE seems to more just be action, depression, and the occasional horror sequence.
          
          Would yall prefer if Ruby didn't join Beacon, suffering alone and having to remain in her *God* form? The humanoid form doesn't seem to work all that well if she's still just as strong as her God form.
          
           If yall have any suggestions, send them my way, because I don't feel like I can continue TGOAAE if it continues to be so lackluster.........

boredteenager243

@NasuadaNightingale I say keep it but make it unstable. She could end up killing the majority of beacon which would give her a new reason to suffer alone as she killed the people who tried to help and her sister.
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jasongleimspray

@NasuadaNightingale well I think they god form needs to go but maybe make her like 15-25 ft tall so she still big hard to hide and yeah the suffering should be more lonely but maybe she should have like one person to help as I think she would become too depressed if she was completely by herself 
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NasuadaNightingale

Hey all. I just had another family member pass away Monday from the same type of Cancer that got my grandpa earlier this year.
          
          It's been a rough year in general for me and I've been a fair bit more depressed than usual. This morning as I was eating breakfast, I had a revelation that I had already known, but never fully understood the weight behind it.
          
          Life is always changing and nothing stays the same forever. I'm not the same person I was six months ago, or even just yesterday.......and that's fine.
          
          If life's about change; then I'll just change and adapt to what's put in my path. I'll go through the rings of fire and hit the ground running because that's the only thing I *want* to do.
          
          I'm saying this because I know that some people are struggling in today's world and I think this lifestyle might help someone like it did for me just this morning.
          
          Don't ever give up and burn through your problems in life.

tylergreenleeJgyy87

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@NasuadaNightingale, whatever keeps you moving, I'll respect your decision regardless of what I think. But if you need anyone to talk to about some shit, I always open. Goodnight 
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NasuadaNightingale

@tylergreenleeJgyy87 I continue on out of spite, myself. I've survived this long despite impossible odds, so I'll be damned if I don't create a legacy that will last eons.
            
            I've never relied on hope. not really. I've always used negativity to fuel myself further and further, even if it can lead to my own downfall. I have no love for positivity and no love for individual people.
            
            Petals Shorn is supposed to be a presentation of that darker side through Ruby......a crystalline image of the twin duality of mankind and free will.
            
            Very few people know themselves better or of humanity's potential than I do.
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tylergreenleeJgyy87

@NasuadaNightingale because life will be the greatest beauty when your heart has hope.
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SpaceCatAlienBin

Hey, can I include your "The God of Agony and Evolution" characters in a crossover using my "Rose I.C.-0n" Ruby? Given how many parallels there are between our two versions of her, I'd love to write them throwing hands and I'd be as faithful as physically possible (except for maybe the Futa bit...). If you've got any requirements or conditions, let me know.

NasuadaNightingale

ZEUS! I HAVE COME TO KICK YOU IN THE BALLS FOR SENDING TWO HURRICANES AT ME IN LESS THAN A MONTH!
          
          For anyone wonder why there haven't been any new chapters lately, I had to deal with medicine withdrawals and two damn hurricanes, so I've had 0 energy to write because of that bullshite.

NasuadaNightingale

Hey all! I finally figured out why I've been having so much trouble writing anything lately!
          
          As most of you probably know by now, I have ADHD, and have to take medicine to focus. Earlier this year I increased the dosage of my meds, which I didn't learn about why that was a bad idea until recently.
          
          Medicine for ADHD tends to have Meth in it, which is not a joke, because it affects the PFC (Prefrontal Cortex); it makes us calm down instead of going insane like most people who do Meth.
          
          Increasing my dosage made everything more numb/muted, which made it immensely more difficult to write, so the last few days I've been cold turkey on it and I've been sleeping off the withdrawals.
          
          Once I power through the withdrawals, I should be far more energetic and can act on my desire to write again.

NasuadaNightingale

@nightmares_nightmare If I can reach my 1st goal in life (Regenerative Immortality), I might honestly shoot to become the Emperor of Mankind from Warhammer.
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nightmares_nightmare

@NasuadaNightingale that sounds pretty cool actually the only closest thing I can get to that is my great grandfather on my mother's side the father of my grandmother helped load up one of the nuclear bombs apparently 
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NasuadaNightingale

@nightmares_nightmare BECAUSE DEATH IS MY BITCH AND KISSES MY BLACK COMBAT BOOTS!
            
            Badassery runs in my family. Mother's family stretches back to Roman times and fought against them, while my father's family has a very high chance of being descended from Ragnar Lothbrok!
            
            A bloodline of Kings, Scholars, Warriors; The Angels of Death!
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NasuadaNightingale

Hey all! Got a poll since I've been struggling to write much lately.
          
          For those of yall that have read my older works, do you think that one of them should rebooted to give me a kick in the ass to write more per day?
          
          I've had a lack inspiration due to writing the same thing over and over again, so maybe an older work with a fresh coat of paint might be a good idea to get pumped to write more on TGOAAE and PS.
          
          Lemme know what yall think should get a reboot!

jasongleimspray

@NasuadaNightingale boy but I dont really care for gender also their is a chance he does not also maybe make the viris mutated so something also im a little slow and busy so sorry for late response
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nightmares_nightmare

@jasongleimspray she would be a walking corpse bro....or girl......I don't know what gender you are I like the idea as well but he knows sith alchemy he probably has heared of the virus and immediately kills her to stop the virus 
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jasongleimspray

So I like both starwars varients above but why not a mix of both but ruby somehow becomes the last infected hivemind of the blackwing virus becore meeting dooku
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NasuadaNightingale

Hey all! NEW CHAPTER FOR PETALS SHORN IS OUT!
          
          I've come to realize I won't be able to progress either PS or TGOAAE quick enough if I keep splitting between the two, so I'ma start a poll for my followers.
          
          Which should I put on hold for a bit and which should I make multiple chapters for until I do enough to switch?
          
          Petals Shorn or TGOAAE?

Cojo5536

@NasuadaNightingale I don't know if this is still relevant, but I would appreciate TGOAAE's first arc to be completed before going on hiatus for another fic, personally.
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jasongleimspray

@NasuadaNightingale I would love to see that and I think you can make the thing a shits and giggles comedy if you want i find those fun and enjoy able maybe as like a one of you do a story like that
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NasuadaNightingale

@jasongleimspray I do plan on having a sequel to TGOAAE once the fifth and final arc is finished, but I haven't decided what yet due to her endgame scaling I have planned.
            
            I had been thinking DxD since she's already reached her full potential, making most foes have little chance of beating her, save for deity tiers. Plus I'd find it funny for her to break an entire mountain range upon awakening lol
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NasuadaNightingale

Hey all! I've gotten a good amount of world done between Petals Shorn and TGOAAE.
          
          I have maybe 3 mote segments for Petals Shorn, depending on if the last segment will work well as a closing bit.
          
          For TGOAAE, it should be a good TLC chapter rather than the intense last one.
          
          I have a 3rd book I'm planning out, but I'll likely make it a one-shot that might continue if it gets enough traction.
          
          Look forward to the new chapters that should be out at the end of the month pending any irl bullshite.

NasuadaNightingale

Hey all.......
          
          The TGOAAE chapter is on the verge of being finished, but it might take a while longer.
          
          The past two days have been hell on me. My paternal grandpa is dying of cancer, and one of the cats I live with had to be put down from congested heart failure.
          
          I hope yall don't mind the wait because I've had little energy or motivation to write........

manowar2

@NasuadaNightingale take all the time you need. We can wait. You have much more important matters to attend to. 
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jasongleimspray

@NasuadaNightingale its fine last week my dog had to be put down because of cancer so I understand you trobles some what I just hope you end up being ok and have a great time after this
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NasuadaNightingale

Hey all! I've been working on both PS and TGOAAE, and boy oh boy, they have been ramping up in intensity, especially the latter.
          
          TGOAAE is definitely more grand in it's scale, while PS is far more subtle and subversive.
          
          It's only been in the last few days that I've been doing good amounts of writing, but it seems magnificent so far.
          
          My current goal is to start releasing chapters at the end of every month, unless I get burnout or a sudden burst of motivation.
          
          Here's a little teaser as to some of the stuff being planned for TGOAAE:
          
          機龍 is the name of who?