I'm alone and I'm able to put my pain away and get lost in books I become someone new...the person I was before I was lost, the person I was before I ran to far ahead and never found my way back in time. So my cure in life to leave my soul in rest are now in books after all books stay longer than friends I rather be left alone an pure isolation instead of surrounding myself in small minded people that could never understand my wondering mind....being able to understand my confusion and sit with a
 smile in my silence is what means a friend a friend to me .