I may be too late to realize this, but I think I've always wanted to be a writer. I want to develop such skill now, since I know I'm still not that good. But I had multiple attempts of writing stories, poetry, of course even technical and academic papers. I like the anonymity. I want to stay in a corner, away from prying eyes and just to my thing. But I'm currently in a path that I can't simply turn my back from;and it feels so heavy. Ang bigat lahat ng pasanin ko lately at parang wala akong makapitan.