Niq :)

Vibin to Jesus of Suburbia and I updated Just Tea a few days ago.

It's 1:30 am and this is just sending me; I hate/love when singers don't annunciate words or put the emphasis in a weird place like in basically every song with the word "breathe" or "breathing" they always pronounce it "breed" and in Cavetown's 'Trying' Robin Skinner pronounces "decline" "dick line" and I just can't

You know sometimes I'll just look at something I made and think
          "Huh. I hate myself and everything I create I don't deserve anything because I'm ugly and stupid and weak and lazy and worthless." There was no point to this, just wanted to share :)

OMFG OKAY so I live in the US and the only language I speak is English. I did take a french course in sixth grade but I've forgotten everything except that bread is pain and library is biblioteque and also the french version of eenie meenie miney mo. So when I first made this account there was a glitch and everything was in spanish. I couldn't switch it to english, but I could switch it to french, so I did because I know a little french. I've had previous accounts and I know my way around the site pretty well so it wasn't really an issue, it was just kind of inconvenient. The stories and comments were all in english though so i didn't mind. But I had to delete my browser history to save storage space and so when I logged back in guess what? English! Who knew all you have to do is turn it off and back on again

Yeah so I didn't upload today. I'm not going to lie, I only have about 300 words rn. I realized that forcing a schedule on myself was stunting my creativity and it made writing stressful when it was supposed to be therapeutic. Long story short, until further notice, I'm uploading whenever. Might bring back the schedule when school starts up again but I'm trying to work more on doing what makes me happy and not binding myself to other people's expectations.

I just had the happiness equivalent of a panic attack everything got all blurry and I got all warm (I felt like warm sand) and it was just pure serotonin and I haven't felt like that in so long I didn't know I could still feel that way and it was all because of this goddamn raindrop girl that I am just so fucking in love with because I'm a helpless gay

I keep getting that stupid expedia ad that says "See more lemons" and I just... my mind is so far in the gutter

I'm so sorry I couldn't upload today! I've got an audition tomorrow and a date (is it a date? I hope it's a date but I'm too gay to tell) and I've been in sort of an emotional block which made it hard to write emotional stuff and I haven't even begun to edit but I swear I'll get the new chapter out sometime tomorrow or the next day and I am so so sorry

Happy pride!

So I wrote a Beiguang story for my friend. I'm not familiar with Genshin Impact, but it's just a short little au oneshot and I don't think it's that bad.