Natasha_Romanoff10
So, in hopes of getting things back to the way they used to, life update?
Bad stuff first:
I started sh again, worss than before. Like now i cut deep enough for blood, and then hope that the blood stops before my mom sees because, yk. But my mom threw away the razor i used, so now i use a blunter scissor. So idek.
Good news:
A few weeks ago, my ARMY friend took me to a BTS live concert viewing at a movie theatre nearby! EEEEEEE LIKE OMG IT WAS SO GOOD I ACT STILL HAVE THE GOOSEBUMPS LIKE I WAS TALKING ABT JK AND PEOPLE KNEW WHO I WAS TALKING ABT-
Oh and my math teacher is starting to be a b****. Like stop trying to get us to leave the course after we pay the NON-REFUNDABLE IB FEES. Bruh. He keeps showing us the work we do next year and telling us we're bot at the level yet. Like omg, id take any other teacher.
Natasha_Romanoff10
@gotouchgrassyouhomo Idrk. It just doesn't feel like somthing to be worried abt, yk?
Natasha_Romanoff10
@ocean_stay39 Ueah, he is. And the concert was ine of my favourite memories! And I don't have any social baby cloud, tho rn i rlly wish i did. And i do it because I feel like I deserve the pain, and it helps me calm down. Im not cuttimg as deep anymore, mostly because the scissors I use are blunt as hell.
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@Natasha_Romanoff10 hey meg i havent talked to you in a long while. and ik it's hard to stop, but please please please if you want to cut, trying using a red pen? Trust me, ik it's extremely hard to stop, but if you use a red pen, you kind of feel like drawing blood but then its not actually harming your skin, and you can kind of turn sh from something semi-permanent and hard to hide into a ritual that can be washed off. But if youre sh-ing for the feeling and not for the lines, please don't break your skin? Perhaps you could use a pencil. I know suggesting alternate methods don't eliminate the actual habit itself, so please if you want to, reach out to me? What socials do you have? My insta is on my profile, but if you don't have insta, tell me what socials you have and i'll give you my usernames. And then to address the good stuff, because it's always worth looking at. Concerts are amazing, i've always wanted to go to one. Even if it's just a theatre live, it's still such a good experience, and i'm glad you enjoyed it! And respectfully, fuck your math teacher, is he even allowed to do that?!
