Natemasta57

Happy new years everyone

Hi everyone, so yesterday was my grandfathers funeral, I was one of the pallbearers and…all I can say is that this experience has been hard on everyone, especially my uncle who broke down before they lowered my grandfather down.
          
          I had told a few people I had plans for this Christmas, to finish a number of half finished drafts I had and publish them all on Christmas Day but with everything that’s happened these past few weeks I’ve just given up on that, if I do still publish them it’s probably going to be after Christmas…I don’t know right now I just don’t want to think about anything.

Hey everyone…so I was focusing on my finals and occasionally working on drafts this Christmas season when something came up.
          
          A few days ago my grandfather started feeling really sick and had to go to the hospital, today he had a procedure where they closed up the spots he was bleeding in his esophagus…but now the doctors are saying the real problem is with his liver and he it doesn’t look like he’s going to be around for much longer.
          
          I love my grandfather like I love the rest of my family and right now I want to dedicate what little time I can to speak to and be with him as well as figuring out where to go from there.

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone. Eat lots of turkey and ham, or something else if you're vegan; there are plenty of options.

I wonder if you do limbus company 

Today, I received my first paycheck from my internship. It is a good day if only my throat weren't so dry.

Alright everyone, I begin my internship tommorow, it’s been a long and bumpy road with lots of stress and anxiety but I’m finally here, ready to begin my first day of real work experience and get paid for it…all at the highschool I once attended.
          
          Funny how life tends to come full circle like that.

Ok, as some of you know, I've been having some trouble finding an internship for the past few months, and with the fall semester approaching nows is a good time to start panicking, however I found that my college has some sort of internship program (That nobody ever mentioned to me until recently) where I submit a general application, answer some questions and proof of identity you get the idea and then they will try to match me with any internships with businesses that have partnered with the college.
          
          Now this would solve all my problems and my anxiety over the past 2 months (Still kind of pissed I'm only just learning about it, up until a few days ago the only answers I was getting were "Just keep searching you'll find one") but tommorow I have a meeting where I'm going to hand over some filled out papers and discuss the next steps and hopefully get matched with an internship.
          
          So, needless to say, I am both excited and nervous at the same time, so wish me luck everyone

Ok so this month has been pretty hectic, the fall semester is approaching and I still haven’t managed to land an internship required for my class, I did manage to find one program my college offers and was finally able to access an account that I had apparently made several years prior, but the thing closes very soon so now that’s a new thing I get to be stressed over.
          
          I swear it feels like whenever I’m starting to catch up with my work and I try to take a moment to relax everything goes to shit and suddenly I don’t have any time for myself , this whole internship situation has given me such bad anxiety that I constantly feel throughout the day that I am forgetting something important and it leaves me feeling unable to start any tasks. Nobody, I speak to can offer any help.
          
          Just tell me that I’m burnt out and stressed. I need to take some time for myself except it’s taking time for myself that has put me in this situation in the first place, now it feels like I’m just not allowed to do what I want anymore, college and life demands so much for me now that I barely have time to go on Wattpad anymore, not just to write my own stories, but to read others.
          
          I thought I was gonna be able to start writing again but now it feels like it keeps getting put off for something else that comes up.

So I've got a story for you all, yesterday I was going about my day as usual when I saw something moving in the backyard, after getting up, I realized it was a turtle, a pretty big one too (Yes it was a turtle not a tortoise) and the first thing I thought is how the heck did a turtle get here I'm not close to any lake, I checked with the neighbors but nobody claimed to have lost a pet turtle and after some consideration and talking with some family members we concluded they must have washed out of the lake during the floods and somehow ended up in our nieghborhood and got into the backyard, still don't know how since we have a fence but since we were too far from any water and the turtle would most likely die if left alone we took him in, put him in a bin with some water, a rock to lay on and a bit of watermelon and lettuce, and then today when we had time we took him to the local pond and released them.
          
          And this was the day I learned that turtles can actually run surprisingly fast when they want to, but it was a really happy sight to see a turtle rushing off and diving into the water, and then raising their head over the water to give us one last look before saying goodbye.