nate

If you're seeing this, which I'm unsure if you will, I'm so sorry.. I should message you, but I still don't quite have the balls to do it. I'm putting this on all my socials hoping you'll see it on one of them. The things I said were completely out of pocket and came purly out of anger. I was so furious about the whole situation that I lashed out and thought of anything to say that would make you feel the pain I was feeling and that was so utterly childish of me. I'm so sorry for putting you down, for making you feel terrible, for hurting you the way I did, I shouldn't have. I should have been the bigger person and dealt with my feelings like an adult. I shouldn't have put all the blame on you the way that I did, it's my fault for not making the right decisions, I could have left at any time I wanted but its my own fault for staying, not yours. After reflecting on my actions and the things I said, I realize how much of an absolute asshole I'd been towards you. I was hurting and I shouldn't have taken it out on you. It was so wrong on my part. I've been thinking about this for days now, contemplating on whether or not I should text or call you, but I don't have the balls to do it yet. I'm also unsure if you'd even want to hear from me. I hope you're doing well and if I hurt you at all, I'm so fucking sorry. Please know it was super childish of me and was out of anger. Don't take it to heart please.

nate, why do you keep ignoring me? ive literally texted you on all of your socials, ive called u like a million times and i know you're aware of the calls bc it barely rings 4 times before it hangs up. what did i do???

I'm unrightfully and unreasonably upset.

Do you know how hard you make things for me :{ no one's deserves you, you should be protected from the universe

Nathan can I visit soon :{ why aren't you answering dms

Hey butthead why'd you block me on insta ;-;

Te extraño, mi niña hermosa..

❤ BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD ❤
          
          Once you get this you are supposed to post it onto eight other people's who you think are the winner of it. It's not a problem if you break the chain, but it's nice when someone thinks you're beautiful. You're beautiful!