Hello! Can I give you a TRIVIA?
Don't lessen your thinking and expectations about the TRUE and LIVING GOD. Your FANTASY is dull compared to the MIRACLES and WONDERS of the living God!
1 Corinthians 2:9, Bible ... “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love Him.”
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LORD JESUS loves you and He proved that when He did the TWO GREATEST ACTS of Love and that is... To DIE for someone, and to LIVE for someone.
He died on the cross, bearing all your failures and shame and flaws and dirtiness, which are called SIN, as a human being.
He resurrected again from, wholly and majestically, to declare that He buried ALL your SINS in the depth of Hell. So, if you put your faith (believing with loyal heart) in Him, you may no longer be dirted with SINFUL temptations, and be purified.
In these complex stories of our world, where seven billion people live on Earth, with different lifestyles and history and conflicts, the God who became flesh... Jesus... showered His love for you... Yes, YOU, INDIVIDUALLY you.
His love is FREE, no need to earn it by forcing yourself to do GOOD things.
Simply, receive His love by your faithfulness (loyally depending on Jesus like He's your everything, because He IS).
You can treat Him as your best friend— that understands your weirdness and problems... Your teacher—to guide your decisions... Your father— to supply your needs... And your king— protecting you with His angel armies from any danger that awaits.
He is your SAVIOR and LORD. If you belong to Him, He also belongs to you.
Got a Bible, New Testament? Read it and know more about your SAVIOR, so you could FULLY lay your trust in Him.
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God bless!